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my immortal world is going to hell fast.i wish there was someone like me.all i want is to find that one special person. all i want for someone to make me feel special.all i do is serve everyday. i'm pretty much a servant. i give my all and get nothing. all i get is pain and suffering.

my dreams are nightmares trying to escape my head. the harder i try to bury them the more they want to come out. the more i hide them from the world the more strange i feel .way can't the world love me for me instead of judging me .i hope there is an immortal out ther who will me special in every way.take me from this mortal world and take me home

i wish mortals could feel the pain that immortals feel. because not all of us feel right in our immorttal bodies. than there are some immortal who feel nothing. i'm the immortal who feels pain and compassion. i wish i could give all my pain to these greedy and disrespectful humans. they need to know that they aren't all that. i quess their god has a fucked plan for them.it is kinda sad because the hard they pray hard and their god will forsake them. so i quess in the end the immortals gat the last laugh

my mind is wondering free. i listen to the world why the mortals sleep. i find so much peace in silent. but still i hunt the mortals to feed on. it is in my blood i can't help myself. if u listen to goo goo dolls iris that will explain me. just remember mortals everything comes to a end. it really won't matter how old you are. they only mortals i would turn are children because it is against code.

As i stand there on a bridge looking at the sky and than down at ground. I wonder if i jump will i land or will i die. But then i remember i can't die because i'm immortal. I will not let these mortals get to me. Because in the end they will die not me.

I hope i've got the right master. He said like a dream to me because he isn't judging me because the color of my immortal skin. My master is immortal sent to take me away from here. I will follow him to the end of this mortal world. Then i follow him through the immortal worlds. one i will meet him and thank him the right way. he will taste my fresh not been disease blood. it will be like a drug to him. maybe he will let me drink from him

As i walk alone in this nasty mortal world i feel so alone. I'm reaching out to the immortals gods to sent me a good master. I'm looking to serve a good master who will treat me with respect. The immortal master i want will have no problem feeding off of me. I want that person to take me to the ends of the immortal world and back. I want eyes to be open to every little thing and sound.

I love my journal because i can write all things in my nind and not worry about poeple judging me. I put everything down in here. People view my journal and i hope they like what they read. I can write down my immortal thoughts. I can sit here all night and write. This is my special place to keep my thoughts. I tell people about how this world works in my writting. I really be me in this journal. So i hope i can get other immortal to join me in this quest for the truth. I'm hope to found my immortal mate so we can be together,

Since i have let my mortal body and got a new one i feel better and calmer. I ready to move to the world of the immortals. They have invited me in with open arms and bleeding fangs. For i will worship my masters. I will respect the code of honor with great value in my immortal heart for no mortal or immortal will bring me down. Now i'm looking for my immortal soulmate in this mortal world. I have been with a couple of mortal men but they really don't do anything for me. So i search for my immortal mate and hope that he will rescue me.

Every day i wonder if maybe there is hope in this evil mortal world. Every day i ask myself if maybe this mortal world could change and every day i get the same answer no. I figure out why . The reason is because they are greedy and evil. All they want is money and drugs. I found out some thing out about this world money is that money is the root to all evil. These mortal will kill each other for any amount of money. They have each other so strung out on drugs it's crazy. Just so they can make money to buy drugs. They will sell their babies for drugs ,money and what ever else they can get. So that why they are only cattle to me. I will drain them dry that even satan himself wouldn't want them.

Today is the worst day of my immortal life. I have to this mortal thanksgiving thing. I hate this fucking holiday because people aren't thankful they are greed. They use this thankful thing the wrong way. If u were thankful you wouldn't treat your world like this. You would respect everything and everyone in this world. Instead you plaque it with hate and evil. You kill each other off for no reason. You would love your children. Instead of beating them to death or giving them away for sex. At least the immortal respect their covens. We don't kill each other off. We have are own way of doing things. We may live forever but at least some of us still have compassion for the humans and their world. But the ones who don't care we find and drain your blood.

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Cain
08:00 Nov 27 2009

I agree, the humans need to be thankful, and stop acting like they have the right to do what they do.

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I only come out at night to stalk my prey. I wait in the shadow s for them to come they are like cattles. I pick my prey wisely for no one will really miss them. I'm like a god to this mortal world. I take the weak and the sick and give them new lives. I the evil and greedy one will have no mercy. For i will drain them dry because they are no longer able to live in this immortal world. So i said let me give u new life. Just ask and i will answer you. I open my door to those who want to be immortal and live in a better and stronger world.

My name is TaiLeigh and i was spent to this world to explore. What i have found is evil and hatered. The people don't seem to give a fuck about this world so why i should i feel any different. I'm trying to find kind but i don't seem to any of my kind.I'm starting to feel alone in this fuck up world. So now i ask my beloved immortal maker to come and take me from this. My beloved immortal maker can u please take me back to our world. I can't take no more of this. If anyone feels the same way then come and we can leave this fucked up world and be a part of the a better world.

I live in this mortal world. I only see hatered and disease. I see people killing off their friends and family. So i ask why has ur god let u go straight to hell. But i don't seem to get an answer. I will tell u why their god has let them to go to hell because they steal and lie take from others instead of giving. For me i shall not give the weak immortal life. I will let them learn the hard way. So should i give shelfish people ever lasting life when they won't help their fellow man. I will give my blood to someone who will be grateful for it. So i ask who will follow me to the unknown world.

As i sit here wondering where i came from. I look at this world and remember how different my world is. This world is about drugs and wars. I watch people kill themself everyday. I watch kids grow up real fast. So now i ask the dying and the drug addict are u ready to be set free. I will take to u to a better place where u wouldn't die of mortal sickness. I will make sure u will live forever. So if u want me to set u free then come and i will let u in.