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well this evil holiday is finally over. now it is time for the new year. which sucks cause most of the people in this evil world won't have anyone to bring it in with. i don't care who u are everyone has the right to have someone by their side on that day. well i know that i wll be bringing the new years in by myself which hurts alot. cause everyone i know has someone. so i feel like maybe i was meant to be by myself and maybe i wasn't meant to be happy. i'm just a servant who has no life with anybody. so i quess i will just serve my friends on new years cause there is no one out there for me or maybe cause i'm the wrong color for whites guys. guy see my pis on my profile and won't answer me. it is the same where i live too.i quess that cause i'm ugly and blk.

my life is falling apart so fast. i getting married to the man of my dreams and i'm so sad. but there is someone else who has my heart but i can't have him which sucks. because if he knew how much love i have for him then he would understand. he is the most sweetest guy in the world. he listen to me when there is no else for me to talk too. he really understands me and my problems. sometimes i quess fate works in funny ways. but maybe fate will blow him my ways. because when fate hits two people ar the same time they are meant to be together in the future.

i fall in love with someone off the internet only to find out that he was already seeing someone.now i feel like a total asshole. because i was so stupid to let my heart and the imagine of him cloud my judgement.

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Isis101
17:54 Dec 18 2009

Wow...this sounds very familiar...check out the Odds and Ends section of my journal from last December. All I can say is that I've learned my lesson, and am glad that it's over!

In time, you'll be fine. Just think of ot this way...would you reaaly want to be with such a backstabbing loser?

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Isis101
17:55 Dec 18 2009

Sorry for typos - I really can spell!

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well it's about that time of year again. when the greediness takes over the world again. people breaking their necks to buy stupid shit. people spending all this money for nothing. instead people being greatful for what they have they complain about nothing.

for my master has found me. i praise him everyday. the more we talk the more i seem to love him.i hope in time he will love me too.now i have a reason to love my immortal life.