I sit forgotten and alone, overlooking where we once stood
In the spot where you left me where our love was in bloom
Its a view I think I'll see much longer than I should
I stand here as if I were an abandoned tomb
I echo inside with the words we used to share
I am held together still by the bonds we made
But I am being overgrown by the weeds of despair
And there are cracks forming in the foundation we laid
I stand a victim to the elements of time
Unable to move or to defend myself from what will come
Only left with the feelings I use to write this rhyme
And when I'm finished here there will be none
Soft winds sometimes whistle through me still
And I swear I can hear your voice calling to me
But I know that its just a dreams shuddering from the kill
Of those last few thoughts of what we thought we could be
Left to stand watch and yet fall apart as the years pass away
I stand forever in the spot where you took your love from me
Left here with only yesterdays and this is where I'll stay
I am the abandoned tomb of what we had and what could be.
i sit here drinking my tea
raw emotions won't let me be
Sorrow I see in the cup
hopelessly running like a pup.
Why is sorrow on my list?
As I sit here I get pissed.
Sorrow is an emotion I don't need
just like love, anger and greed.
Sorrow is in my cup but I don't stop
drinking for I would rather drop.
My emotions come out now and again,
it’s only fair this one leave the den.
I would offer you a seat to take
but sorrow could be just as bad as hate.
So leave shall you now, I show you the door
I wish I wasn’t such a bore.
Sorrow is where I am now
Please get up no need to bow,
Sorrow is what you see in me,
so drowned in my cup I will always be
I called him the sad dancer
He had a sickness something like cancer
I feel it in my heart and see it in his eyes
He doesn't care if he lives or dies
I wanted to be the one to who he would run
And live for a moment under his sun
I thought I could be a healer
Something like rain
But I could never feel or understand his pain
I said hold on I will help you cope
But he was not buying that shit called hope
In me he could never confide
But still I stayed hy his side
There's no such thing as a
Knight in shing armor
I could never protect him from the things That harm him
He said I could never make things right
But it would only be enough if I held him tonight
Only a girl but I felt his tears
Maybe just for one night he had no fears
You know he's the sad dancer
Let the dark scent of my desire
Surround you
Arouse you
Intoxicate you
Fill you
Making you mine
Surrender in total submission
To the sweet taste of my darkness
It is a kind of darkness all dream of
Ache for
Long for
But so few can give
Step outside yourself and fall into me
Fall into my dark flame
That will set your deepest darkest needs on fire
Let my power consume you
Take you
Reducing your will to ashes
Leaving you standing free
Alive
Reborn
Mine
At the end of my bed, he stands,
Darker then the shadows
Moonlight pulling his innocent face
From the darkness behind
What secrets hide behind his face?
Carved perfection like a mask
For all eternity in a minute passing
Our eyes locked in a stare
Deep within my chest
My heart beats in rhythm
Like a thousand drums
all the while
His eyes stare cold
Sparkling like set diamonds
he has me totally under his control
A hunger for lust burns within
Meanwhile his black silken robe
Flutters in the cool night breeze
From whence my entranced eyes
Break from his; to admire his body
My mind, a torrent, a sea of emotions
Shallow fear yet I'm strangely calm
he walks toward me
His beauty becoming
More apparent upon each step
But who is this mysterious stranger
Who graces my presence thus?
His hand runs down my face
I try to speak but his finger
Silences my words
"Hush, speak only with your heart"
The words fall from his mouth
In whispered tones
His touch feels cold as stone
As his arms wind round
My body like entwining ivy
His fingers run sensuously
Through my long hair
he stares into my eyes again
Looking deep within
To my mind and soul
His lips pout and glisten
In the moonlight
Oh how I want to kiss them
Passionately as his hands explore
my body
i stand up before im
my robe drops to the floor
at his feet
His crimson lips form a smile
My pulse racing ever faster
My blood rushes round my veins
Like ten thousand wild horses
Our bodies embrace like entwined ivy
In each other's loving arms
The pure naked innocence
If this incredible passion could last forever
I would never look back beyond this night
His moist luscious lips press
Firmly against mine
As I run my hands up
And down his back
His tongue runs over my cheek
And down my neck
When I feel a sudden
Bolt of piercing pain
My body fills with a gradual weakening
My strength waning as he sucks from my neck
I fall back toward my bed
Barely able to move
I look to him and see blood
Drip from his mouth
His eyes glow with an iridescent
Electric blue like the full moon
In the black satin night sky
he licks the blood lusciously
From his lips
His teeth long as canines
From a wolves mouth
Rapidly it becomes apparent
That this angelic vision
That stood before me
In the darkness of my room
Is nothing more
Than an animal of the night
A predatory vampire with
An insatiable hunger for blood
Fear courses through my body
For my very own mortality
Death seems only
A matter of heartbeats away
This creature before me
Still so beautiful in his human form
Yet now adorned with a demon face
he looks at me with a calming smile
Let fall these words I speak to you
Listen and you will learn
"You are now a vampire like myself
A demon creature of this eternal night
You shall live forever"
His first intention was to kill me
And leave my blood-drained corpse behind
But his love for me prevailed.
Something deep inside of me
Unlocks my heart and sets me free
It lets my soul wander far
Not into light but into dark
From the grave I come alive
Out in the dark loathing night
Pressure builds inside of me
And sets me on a killing spree
This hatred in me burns so bad
To see me in this state is sad
But my fate ungodly set
The "Darkness" and I have clearly met
He grants me power, an eternal life
But for this, I pay a price
Foolishly i did agree
To be his queen for eternity
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