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i cried today

for the first time in months

im gonna die today

but i dont mind much

my tears are like acid

burning down my face

my scars are my memories

that wont go away

(chorus)

my heart is black

just like the blood that pumps from its veines

it only like to come out

when it rains rains rains

water full of acid and poisin

just like the blade i stained



when did this happen to me

why is my life so bad

what did i do

to deserve this torture

what do i have to do

to end my pain

(chorus)

my heart is black

just like the blood that pumps from its veines

it only like to come out

when it rains rains rains

water full of acid and poisin

just like the blade i stained



now i know what has to be done

because running from myslef

is'nt very fun

i now know what to do

to end my pain

death is the only solution

to make everything go away

(chorus)

my heart is black

just like the blood that pumps from its veines

it only like to come out

when it rains rains rains

water full of acid and poisin

just like the blade i stained



i made my choice

for i am now dieing

i slit my wrists

and im not even crying

my frustration

is taking over me

my life is so unbearable

all i wanna do is

lie down and die

where no one can find me



the temptation

is growing inside me

just like my wrists

that wont stop bleeding

(chorus)

there are pills on the floor

there is poisin in the drawer

theres a knife on my bed

theres a gun at my head



if i died would anyone care

if i came back to life

would you even be scared

what can i do

to get you to realize

all i wanna do

is die

(chorus)

there are piils on the floor

there is poisin in the drawer

theres a knife on my bed

theres a gun at my head



im about to blow my head off

im gonna drink myslef drunk

right now

im slitting my wrists again

and it isnt that much fun

i dont care what happens to me

as long as it resides in my death

i will do anything

just to prove im a wreck

(chorus)

there are pills on the floor

there is poisin in the drawer

theres a knife on my bed

theres a gun at my head



i want to die

i want to die

bang!

bang!

IM DEAD

can anybody hear me screaming

these thoughts of icy death

of pain

of torture

of suicide

wich we cant forget

can anybody hear me thinking

that my life is a total wreck

as i sit here all day dreaming

of what we cant forget

i hate my life

nobody cares

i have no more family

i own no more tears

i've been thrown out

spit out

left to die

im all alone

and i dont know why

but i know what i want

its been my life long dream

to be left alone

bleeding and unseen

to be unheard of

to be forgotten

to be dieing

to be nothing