Part 1
This life that I lead,
Is far from my dreams,
Of phrosperity of growth,
Which is full of love and hope,
But right now,
Life is difficult,
And I don't need complications,
I want you,
But your only part of my dreams,
Just wait a year,
Then I promise to be there,
But right now it's impossible,
Because things stand in my way,
If I were to still see you,
That would make me selfish and cruel,
And if i didn't care about you,
I would just let whatever we have continue,
so for now,
I have to say goodbye,
Maybe I will see you again sometime,
With your head hanging out of your window,
Yelling at soem guy who's pissing on the church,
Or maybe I'll meet you,
Walking down the street,
I'll stop and say hi,
And makae sure your okay,
Just remeber I really do care,
And goodbye is never forever
Part 2
A year has come and gone,
And your still not here,
I guess this means,
That you truly didn't care,
Maybe I was being to selfish to ask you to wait,
If I didn't give you my heart,
Then I wouldn't feel this much pain,
When I told you,
I loved you I was telling you the truth,
When you begged me not to die,
Was it because you loved me too?
Iwonder where you are now,
I wonder what your doing,
Because you won't just be my first love,
You will alwasy be my only
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