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theres a cross on the side of that highway where my friend died,

theres house on that back road where my birthdad ruined my life,

theres bruises on my heart and soul where my exhusband abused and shatter me when he raped me,

you think you know me but you dont know a damn thing about me you only know what I let you see not whats inside of me

did you know my father wants me dead thats why me and my mom fled so know the facts before you call her a runaway slut (yes someone did) and if you wanna say im bad for never wanting to see him again then think about this he said hed be better off without me that i wasnt good enough. he choose drugs over me he wanted to kill me. So yes i have trust issues yes I delicate yes I need a tender touch. but im scare to let anyone in.

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RomanDeath
00:01 Sep 20 2013

Just because he donated sperm..he was not a father. So you need feel no guilt about him because he is not your father. You have value and deserve love.

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i may have a smile on my face i may seem like everything is ok but inside im secretly falling apart wanting someone to hold me but noone knows cuz i act so strong like i dont need anyone, afraid to let people in , wanting love but afraid of getting hurt like i have so many times before, just want someone to love me unconditionaly, forever, just want to be loved for who i realy am tired of pretending to be something not just to please everyone

i may have a smile on my face i may seem like everything is ok but inside im secretly falling apart wanting someone to hold me but noone knows cuz i act so strong like i dont need anyone, afraid to let people in , wanting love but afraid of getting hurt like i have so many times before, just want someone to love me unconditionaly.

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Lordpeace
00:10 Sep 15 2013

you dont hide it that well lil one i do see

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