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So this weekend I stayed up for 48 hours straight.... As I got past the 36 hour mark my mind started thinking and analyzing all kinds of random thoughts. One of the thoughts that kept going through my head was "You're not really the person you thought you were..." due to recent events both here and IRL I have realized that while I have worked on remaking The physical aspects of my life job, school, and other similar things I have much more to do on the inside.

Upon reflection I have come to see that I am indeed selfish, pushy, inconsiderate at times, and while I have empathy for others when they are hurting I seem to lack empathy towards others general day-to-day feelings...

I am not comfortable with this for this not who I strive to be. I have spent the last day or so trying to practice different habits. I've tried to see people on this site as people now with spouses, kids, friends, and even day-to-day problems. When interacting with those who I know don't care for me in the forums I have been sure to be respectful to them even when they try to make small needling comments.

I don't do this for them necessarily but know that if I can treat those who dislike me with respect that it will help me to treat others with even more respect

That is enough rambling for now I think I will go to sleep again at 7 hours of sleep is not enough after staying up for 2 days. Yes sleep sounds good...

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calebtoole23
04:52 Nov 12 2024

I can relate to you.

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