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my past pt2

03:57 May 29 2010
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i went to school i was in the 8th grade attending Thomas Jefferson High School in rochester i loved the school at that point and the classes were so easy bein in special ed so that worked for me lol.my dad let his bitch hit me what right did she have i was weak and was never tought to defend my self i was scared of them both bein pulled by my hair and kicked in the stomach over and over again. they did n't care what they did to me to punish me i mean come on my dad nearly push me down a flight of stairs just for sending my mom a mothers day card. what bull shit was that. well in september we moved to scranton,PA that was not the best and in october my dads next girlfriend was one her way with patty bein there she was ok with the idea. DUMB BITCH!!!!!! she had a daughter named Angela she was cool but everything she did i got blamed for because she was two years younger then me. they selped on in the living room and we slept in the bed room i got the floor that was painful for my back YAY

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my dad held back on hitting me but that didn't last long the mother fucker was a drunk as much as he didn't admit. i was his attack victum and it sucked i hated it i know alot of people go therw it so whats the big deal.

a couple weeks later we moved to carbondale, pa about 19 miles away. same county i missed rochester and i wanted to go back but the chances of that happening was slim as hell.

si i started going to school at carbondale jr sr high in November that school was ok i guess i mean i met my best freind Ariel there so it was cool. and Angel was going to be going to the Elematry school but she never did. she got taken away because her mother was sucidal and got caught trying to ill herself in a pubilc restroom. HOW FUCKIN STUPID CAN SOME PEOPLE BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well that shows. i came home from school and they were supposed to come to get me you know walk with me. they never came so i got home to see if they just forgot but they were not home so i walked back to see if i just missed them like took the wrong way. HELL NO they were not anywhere. i looked on the table and saw a note that she had wrote and left for us i didn't want to read it kinda worried about what it might have said. it pretty much said he no longer wanted to be alive and that she is upset of all the events that too place but she also thanked us why i have no idea. my dad called and i was in tears and he tlod me to shut the FUCK UP what the hell man. he has no feelings at all

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my past

19:30 May 13 2010
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what i am about to write is so i can remember because i know i will for get i don't care if anyone else reads this but this is so i can remember.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------















well i am currently in ft. lauredale fl visiting my mom and that is over a 1000 miles from where i want to be. i like it here i love my family but parkersburg showed me alot. i can't believe how much my life has changed and what events that have accured since living with patty. in dec/2003 i went and moved in with my dad and patty and lived in a stuido appartment in carbondale, PA i had never seen the snow except when i was three and i can't remember that but my mom told me that i did. so i found it fun for the frist two years. my dad tried to get me in school at carbondale jr sr high school but couldn't no birth certificate. so i was out of school for two months. in febuary of 04 we moved into a bigger apartment in jerymn, pa only 15 mins away from carbondale and i finally got into school at lakeland jr sr high school where i had made some cool friends. since i had left my moms i had only been able to talk to her two times and i didn't see tat very right. i had problem with a couple people and rteally wanted to kick there ass but i would have a bigger problem at home if i got in troble. at that point i was a fuckin robot i guess and i hated it. i was living in fear of my dad. one day i misses the but and lakeland is 6 miles from where i lived and patty and her dad came to get me. when i got home i got slapped down by her. anyways oit was better when she did it because i didn't like when my dad did i had gottten enough from him in the past.

On april 1 we moved to Rochester, NY to live with my uncle, aunt, and grandpa. we all lived in there attic. yeah that was so fun JOY JOY JOY!!!!!!!.

i enrolled in the Rochester city school distrist where i went to Thomsa jefferson high school in late april. other then school the attic was my prisson it sucked. i had a consler and in may i made my mothersday card and my grandma told my dad and i was almost pushed down the stairs for that i was hit by both of them. at that point i had started to tell patty off i didn't like her and she knew it. one day we got into a fight and my dad pulled me up from my bed and stated to kicked me in the stomach while she slapped me in the face. when they finally stopped i was in tears and patty looked at me and said don't think i am going to feel bad. i didn't want that pig to feel bad for me she was a homewreaker anyways. my uncle and i got along we hung out. i did get to go out beck sometimes and play catch with the nextdoor neighbors grandson. while in rochester i had alot of black guys hitting on me. it was pissin me off i am not racest at all but i won;t date a black men so yeah. well nothing much happened in my boring life my dad gave me no life. in august we moved to allentown, Ny yes NY not PA it is like a little country town type area well the part i lived in two hours from Rochester. to live with one of my dads many girlfriends. well that only lasted five days because we were back on our way to Rochester to that damn attic.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------









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