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Nothing i do is right. Im stressing over so much crap and people just keep pushing me to do more. I want to go to school but im scared to death of lots of people and not knowing what to do. On the other hand if i don go to school i need a job and im scared of people so..... idk what the fuck to do. Im just to the point of wanting to just fucking end everything and not have to worry and stress anymore. Im sick for real and sick of life. I have so many issues health,personal and so on i just cant take it anymore. I wish i could just get hit by a car or have a heart attach. Idk fuck this life it sucks

I dont know what to do anymore. My life seems like nothing anymore just nothing. I dont know where to go or what to do. If i should be alive anymore. I feel like it would be easier to just not be any longer. I hate how i look where i am in life and thinking about what to do but not knowing the answer. Life does not seem like life anymore.

Iv not been on here for 5 years. I started on this web page when i was 14 but lost my password when they made us update to a better password about 10 years ago lol. I lost all hope and gave up on this web site. Im still sad that i dont have my old account back but i have made a new one and restarted :(.