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Well first of all I'm out of college. I lost my financial aide because my grades weren't good enough. Secondly, I've been having a lot of trouble getting my bipolar disorder under control. I've been struggling with mental illness since I was four and have been in therapy since I was four as well. It started off with PTSD or post traumatic stress disorder. That was from my father's father molesting me everyday he watched us from when I was two years of age to four years of age. After that I was diagnosed with attention deficiet hyper activity disorder or ADHD. Soon after that I was diagnosed with severe depression and severe PTSD. I was having flashbacks of my molestation and it was making me suicidal. I didn't want to have to relive the horrors in my mind anymore. Obviously I never killed myself since I'm still here. A year and a half after that I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and it's gotten more severe as the years have gone by. Right now I'm getting help at a facility which has been helping a lot. I was getting angry easily. It still happens but not quite as often or as severe so that's excellent. I'm not quite as depressed either. My medicines will be getting changed around after I get some more bloodwork done. All I can do is hope for the best.