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I hurt myself today

to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away

but I remember everything

what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end

and you could have it all

my empire of dirt



I will let you down

I will make you hurt



I wear this crown of thorns

upon my liar's chair

full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

beneath the stains of time

the feelings disappear

you are someone else

I am still right here



what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end

and you could have it all

my empire of dirt



I will let you down

I will make you hurt



if I could start again

a million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

I'm not ashamed of the things that I dream

I found my self flirting with the verge of obscene

Into the unknown I will be bold

I'm going to places I can be out of control



I don't want to explain tonight all the things I tried to hide

I shut myself off from the world so I can draw the blinds

And I'll teach myself to fly

I love myself its not a sin

I cant control what's happenin



Cuz I jus discovered

Imagination's taken over

Another day without a lover

The more I come to understand the touch of my hand



The small of my back

The arch of my feet

Lately I've been noticing the beautiful me

I'm all in my skin and I'm not gonna wait

I'm into myself in a most precious way



I don't want to explain tonight all the things I tried to hide

I shut myself off from the world so I can draw the blinds

And I'll teach myself to fly



Cuz I jus discovered

Imagination's taken over

Another day without a lover

The more I come to understand the touch of my hand



There's a world undefined in my body and mind

I wont be left behind I'm already here



Cuz I jus discovered

Imagination's taken over

Another day without a lover

The more I come to understand the touch of my hand



Cuz I jus discovered

Imagination's taken over

Another day without a lover

The more I come to understand the touch of my hand

Can you see

The honest questions in my heart this hour?

I'm opening like a flower to the rain

And do you know

The silent sorrows of a

Never ending journey through the pain



Do you see a brighter day for me?

Another day?

A day?

Do you wonder what's in store for me?

The cure for me?

The way?



Oh look down and see the tears I've cried

The lives I've lived

The deaths I've died

You died them too

And all for me

And you say:



"I will pour my water down

Upon a thirsty barren land

And streams will flow from the dust of

Your bruised and broken soul

You will grow like the grass

Upon the fertile plains of Asia

By the streams of living water

You will grow

You will grow"



Do you know

My story from the start?

And do you know me

Like you've always told me?

Do you see

The whispers in my heart against your kindness

My eternal blindness

Do you see?



Do you see a brighter day for me?

Another day?

A day?

Do you wonder what's in store for me?

The cure for me?

The way?



Oh look down and see the tears I've cried

The lives I've lived

The deaths I've died

You died them too

And all for me

And you say:



"I will pour my water down

Upon a thirsty barren land

An streams will flow from the dust of

Your bruised and broken soul

You will grow like the grass

Upon the fertile plains of Asia

By the streams of living water

You will grow



I will pour my water down

Upon a thirsty barren land

An streams will flow from the dust of

Your bruised and broken soul

You will grow like the grass

Upon the fertile plains of Asia

By the streams of living water

You will grow

You will grow