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Well it’s been over a year since I joined this site. At first I was really really active, I loved it! I felt I had finally found a social network that actually was a place where I not only felt at home and enjoyed it, but a place where I could express myself with my profile like I could nowhere else. I totally loved it. I moved up fast! I got into the coven where my best friend was so I was very happy. I at first was treated great there, and I really dove into participating, I posted to the forums I made graphics I did whatever was asked of me. I spent hours and hours on here I loved it that much. I even got back into writing poetry, something I hadn’t done in years-----years! I started to feel good, even my self esteem began to lift. This site was something good for me…was being the operative word there.



So what happened? Why did I suddenly just drop off and stop logging in? Well, I no longer felt comfortable or safe here. I felt violated and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t just let it go and keep up the pace I had once, even though I am in a new coven where I am away from the person who made me feel unsafe and so incredibly uncomfortable.



You know, we all tell rape victims and victims of sexual harassment in the work place or at school to speak out against the person who victimized them, so I don’t understand why I didn’t just scream it from the roof tops here. We tell victims of such things the only way to take back your power is to speak up speak loud and make people aware that they amongst a person who isn’t ethical, that they are amongst a person who uses their position to abuse their power. So why not here? Why should I remain silent? Why should I protect this person who treats his members with disrespect and abuses their talents that they freely offer making them feel little and like their efforts are just not good enough? Not only does he do this, but if you are unlucky enough to trust him enough to get on messenger off site with him and he talks you into turning on a cam, you will find yourself looking at a man exposing himself and jerking off. God forbid if you keep all correspondence on the messenger with him in voice via a mic and not in type because you will then have nothing to show anyone as to what he says to you. Towards the end I refused to communicate via any messenger service with him and forced him to message me using VR’s email system, a place he wouldn’t dare say the things he did to me on messenger.



While in the coven of Kabbalah I wondered about the women who left, there were several and each of them said veiled things eluding to his behavior with them, I stupidly listened to him saying that these ladies had a problem that they all thought that all men were after them or something. I believed him until it happened to me. Then I had to chastise myself for not listening to that inner voice that I have long ago trained myself to heed, the one that sends up those warning red flags. They were there but I ignored them and told myself it couldn’t be that way, not on here, especially when he was telling me what good friends he was with so many of those on this site in power. Now, I see that as a way to keep those of us he has done this to from saying anything out of fear and intimidation.



I went ahead and and renewed my premium membership , because I want so much to become active again like I used to be, I had a ball on here before this man ruined it for me…but no more, I refuse to allow him to have anymore power over me and hold me back. He was wrong to do what he did, he abused his position as a coven master and he damn sure needs to feel ashamed of himself for what he has done to not just me but to several women.



His abuse doesn’t just start and stop with his gross sexual imposition on the net, it continues with his ACM’s. He tells them one thing and then turns around and tears them and everything they try to do to build up the coven up apart and causing trust to be damaged with the members the ACM’s try to induct. The only people this man gives any chance to stay in his coven are those he hand picks himself, so when he tells his ACM’s “Go ahead and induct anyone you want” trust me, those people will be gone within two weeks because he will find some sort of fault with them. They don’t log on enough, they don’t post enough, they aren’t leveling up fast enough…but let it be a women who he can manipulate and push around and buddy you can bet your sweet ass she will be a message master or in another staff position within a day or two. He really needs to change his nickname on here to “Chester”.