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The Sailor
01:22 Nov 28 2005
Times Read: 634
The sailor with such a big heart
Yet living alone in his own dark
Not paying attention to what he may own
Sitting and thinking of being alone
But giving all he can to make you smile
Doing what he does best, giving that extra mile
He makes jokes and plays around
Helping you to stand your own ground
Speaking of others and always sharing
Letting you know that he is always caring
Making you feel some piece of mind
This sailor is so sweet and so kind
The things that he may see and say
Helping you to make it to the next day
Sitting around giving all of his time
Wanting to know what is on your mind
The sailor with such a big heart
Tending to you playing the part
Giving all he has of him
So that you will not go dim
Keeping your light with a burn
And always showing his concern
The sailor with such a big heart
Minding to you and not of his own dark
My Heart
23:37 Nov 27 2005
Times Read: 638
This crazy thing that beats inside
The one thing I try to hide
Longing for someone to see me
To see all that i may be
Take my heart and set sail
To you all i may tell
The pain from so much hurt burns
Wanting it all to be blurs
My heart is yours for the takin
Looking at you fully awaken
Knowing I am letting my wall down
Can you hear that sound
All comes crashing to the floor
There is the handle open my door
The door to my black heart
Praying we shall never part
Your words you speak are so kind
Politely letting me know I am so blind
Trying to see good in my heart
Yet all I see is the dark
Take my heart and bring it to the light
Help me open my eyes and give me sight
Set my heart free from its dark grasp
And maybe i can one day remove my mask
The mask I use to hide
This crazy beating thing inside
Still sitting here longing to be
All that you see in me
Once Again
03:07 Nov 21 2005
Times Read: 657
once again i feel the pain inside
the pulling at my heart that i hide
once again i see how people r
but yet i am still so far
once again i feel a hole
in my body and my soul
once again my blood burns
still looking for what i yern
once again i give in
to me inner sin
once again i give into my addictions
all r self inflictions
once again i ask y
looking up at the sky
once again i get no sign
makes me wonder am i so blind
once again i pull away
maybe to come out another day
SO i may once again find
my heart and have a peace of mind
My Dearest Mother
21:34 Nov 19 2005
Times Read: 672
Dear mother, u do not know me yet
growing, a part of u, ur seed.
Waiting to see u, for we have not met
lying here wondering what ill be.
Four months has past and knowing
that i have u to care for and thank.
Six months has past and growing
seeing myself but i draw a blank.
Eight months has past and im a boy
struggling to move it is getting tight.
Nine months is here oh what a joy
I am her but with a fight.
You did not know of what would come
my struggles and pains that i would hide.
But u do not care for i am ur son
standing here with u, by ur side.
Now a man and still learning
wishing i could change the past.
For u my love still yearning
and forever that will last.
My dearest mother i do apologize
for the things that i have done.
Your love for me still mesmorize
no matter what i am still ur son.
~~~~For u with love and care~~~~
dedicated to a dear person u know who u r
My demons
08:16 Nov 19 2005
Times Read: 684
Night has fallen and well needed
Sitting alone thinking what did u do
Destroying what my mom had seeded
Bleeding, looking back at you
Hating that i have this addiction
Carring scars of self infliction
I long for the pain to once again cease
Running looking for my safe place
Needing to find my inner peace
Bring me back to gods good grace
But my inner demon is powerful and strong
Im grown and i know what i did is wrong
Night has fallen and well needed
Sitting alone thinking what did u do
Destroying what my mom had seeded
Bleeding, looking back at you
Uncontrollable Thoughts of You
14:01 Nov 15 2005
Times Read: 701
Please tell me what needs to change; what or who u want me to be.
For you to hold my in your arms; what it will take for u to make sweet love to me.
I will climb the highest mountain; swim along the ocean floor
Crawl on my tattered knees; do u ask of me to do more?
Could you take me as I am, with my problems and my flaws?
Lay my head on your chest with no hesitation nor any pause.
Kiss me my sweet, your tongue between my parted lips.
Run your anxiors hands down my shaking hips.
Pull me into your passion, show me all of your need.
Pressing your full lips to mine, your every secret freed.
Let your tears fall across my cheek, telling me all you desire.
Call my name, I scream yours, and set my soul on fire.
You needing me more and more with every breath
You please me nightly, and miss me by day, never compare me with the rest.
Grabbing my wrists, look in my eyes, call my name what i need to hear
Kiss me with might, and tremble with passion, forever hold me my dear.
Why do i ask for wishes that will never come true?
My greatest fault and sin is my desire for you.
Full Moon
13:25 Nov 15 2005
Times Read: 703
you glow like the light of the full moon
soft shimmering light shows what i see
your sweet breath teases my naked skin
so warm and moist like a southern breeze
your scent, blood of a night blooming flower
your taste salty like the warm air of the sea
your body trembles at my slightest touch
shook by the lusty wind, a willow tree
your mossy rise is so dewy and inviting,
softly, and seductively, it calls out to me
to kneel and taste your secret delights
lost in a vortex of your endless desire for thee
as the full moon shimmers overhead
and bathes our flesh in its soothing light to be
My Black Orchid
04:49 Nov 14 2005
Times Read: 705
Black orchid of love
flower so rare
Desires fill like blood
stirring in the dark air
My fangs out ready to feed
hungry for passions juice
Wanting to see u bleed
my embrace as tight as a noose
My hungry heart is filled
but for a short blissful time
Holding that black orchid i killed
hating that u was not mine
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