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My new peircing
21:49 Nov 20 2005
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well i did it i got my neck peirced and omg it hurt. everything is ok with it now but at that moment wwwoooowwwoooo they had someone look in when i cried out lol to make sure things was ok.
and a laugh on me
i got through the actual deed and it was feeling fine by the time i got home. but leave it to me to do something stupid, i was taking a shower and forgot for a moment that it was there and started to wash my neck with out a care, but remembered real quick. i got my loofa caught on it and thought i ripped the back side of my neck off. it hurt so bad i fell to my knees damn near passing out and crying like a lil baby. by the time i did this i was ready to take it out lol but then i thought na cant do it i hate to waste money lol so it is still there and looking right nice if i might add. the pic is in my port if u wanna see smiles
03:56 Nov 19 2005
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Well to start I have not been to sleep yet lol not like that should be a surprise. I have been working on my profile omg when i first joined i did not realize how addicting this would be now i know and i love it to any one that reads my journal, i hope u enjoyed my profile and maybe learn something about me.
My Rage
14:22 Nov 15 2005
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Well my rage is comming out once again it is as if i can not control myself like I use to. My rage shows in my arms the scars I carry every day upon my arms. The pain I carry on my arms is nothing compaired to the pain in my heart. Maybe that is why I express myself in this way. I fell my blood frenzy and I can not control it and when it does I will lick my wounds. Just like a wolf would as if she was in a battle and has injuries. At one point in my life I could control my erges my erges to cut and to frenzy. My prince was always there to calm my blood and make me see. Just the other day my prince and I spoke of many things but not of my urges that i have and the pain that i carry. I need my prince my best friend. I miss him so much and he is so far away it is not the same talking on the phone or the computer. When I needed him before he would always give me the hug that i needed and would rub my hair out of my face his gentle touch would always sooth my anger and my pain. Thank u so much my prince I am so sorry you are not here now cause I need u more than ever now.
Open my Eyes
11:29 Nov 05 2005
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I used to think tha I was the weird one one for having an addiction, not a chemical addiction but a physical addiction. But not long ago I met someone who i can relate to and that person will always have a special place in my heart. I can be passionate with this person with my words as well as furious as i can but that is when my gangrel side comes out and this person lets me do that lets me frenzy lets me play. I guess my biggest problem is that I can not stand for people to be fake or fony. I can not stand for people to lie to me or steal from me. When u lie to me all u did was stole from me too cause u stole my time that i could have been doing something else. This person was real with me from the start and did not hold back. I will always respect this person for that.
I am a very easy person to get along with and i will not judge you that is not my place but I will be the one that u can talk to no matter what and get my honest opinion wether it hurts or not. I just want to say thank you to the person that was so honest with me and we connected so well. You know who you are.
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Theban
16:22 Jan 17 2009
Ouch! My nipple ring keeps catching and has done since I had it done. Like you I will not remove it, not just because of the money, because of the pain I went through to have it done.