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well i only have i think 13 days left before i leave and i feel rather torn...on the one hand im super stoked to be getting out of the country for 5 weeks and going to Australia and Fiji, i know itll be the trip of a lifetime...but i cant help but have this knot in my stomach...part of that i know is just from nerves cuz im going to a foreign country (flying makes that OH SO MUCH WORSE) with 9 strangers for 5 weeks but a small part is still concerning what may happen here...i fear what i may come back to...i realize this is prolly irrational but i just cant escape the fear that when i get back all will not be as i left it which when a certain someone reads this he'll know what i mean...i know this is most definitely just my mind running wild like it does at times but a lil reassurance would really be nice



peace