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Ever look back at everything in your life

then think what if I could of change it?

What if you did change it and you took away

your most precious memories?

What if all of the screw ups that were made

were to made so you could find yourself?

What if instead undoing the horrible things that

made you strong instead you destroy everything

that made you you?

Can you really run from the world because you

are scared or our we all just watering down the

lessons we are to learn?

I know my mind comes up with more questions with each mistake I make but I am human. I am always going to wonder what if but you know what I am finally happy.

Yet here I type asking all these questions about what if I had done things differently.

Instead of the love of my life would I have my dream career if I had followed my own dreams instead of the dreams of the people I love.

I guess I will never know and I can live with that.

Thank you if you read this I realize I ask a lot of superficial questions but it is one of the ways I vent.

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gothicfaerie
04:14 Sep 13 2013

I wish I could undo some stuff too but the mistakes we make help shape us

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Angelus
00:16 Dec 05 2013

one can always change... onesself.



tho, one has to look at one's motivation for doing so...

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