Hard to remember who you are when you let another control you
But once the control is gone so is your pain
One guy I can honestly I like is the one that I speak with everyday he listens to me complain and yet he still likes me
I speak of how ugly I am he laughs and calls me crazy
I say I can't do something he says baby you can do anything
He can make me laugh cry smile and angry in one day but he is always there no matter what for that I would give him my world
On the outside you see smiles
On the inside you feel pain
on the outside you see ugliness
on the inside there is beauty
inside or out doesn't matter I am me regardless how you feel. I am turning black inside all my passion is disappearing as i transform into the empty shell he always wanted playing the part of the perfect woman
Here in the dark I sit pain in my heart
Listening to everyone I know worry
wishing I could take back the sentences
Hugging my knees trying to be smaller
never working out as planned
hiding my eyes so he can't see the tears stream down
I will never love again!
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