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Somethings go wrong the only thing you can do is keep going even when all that you wanted to know is the world still there trying to help or go away. Well I think it is simple just remember we all break our wings and forget how to fly but we always heal and become even stronger no matter what is happening everything has to lose parts and pieces just to work or we would all become boring including thouse you know and love

People are one-sided on everything for instance one hates yet another loves, one betrayed yet another is trusted, one desspares yet another hopes, one starves yet another is full. We can be anything we want to be, so why do we need an idol and does it matter what smbol we use because if so why put a label on some like when people say you are a freak, rebel, popular,etc. but though we all have names like jena, kelly, joe, greg etc. But the point is you should not only use one side of your mind because there are two sides to everything

I know not what I am

but what I seek

what I am seeking

I am seeking is a place where I can find my own

peace not someone else

but my own

many who see me don't understand that even

in my darkness in my i retain light

and in my light I retain darkness

Though I am crazy i am saine and even if I refuse to see

this occuring to me it is my voice choose what I say out loud

My hand choose what I write and it is my heart that choose whom I love even if my mind doesn't know it yet

Many have wondered where my crazy wisdom comes from

I say it comes from my out look on life just depends on what I feel in that moment and it also depends on the situation

I may at sometime be a little aggressive for if I wassn't I wouldn't be who I am

I am the girl the world may never understand mainly because I don't understand myself even when I feel I have lost all meaning

though many don't speak my way they understand a little bit

It is complicated as to wheither or not

I am able to forget and forgive for all the things that are so wrong