never thought I would be here
locked in servitude of my mind
lust fills me like magic is real to a child
hunger feeds my craziness
darkness clouds my heart
I no longer can hold my head high
fear is slowly leaving
I can't hide from my mistakes
owning up to what I have done
forget what they say the world is getting darker
my mind is changing
I desire love but all I get is pain
Torture loves the soul of the twisted
Look in my past if you wish but be weary
I know I will never be good again I lost that right
Don't tell me who to be you will not like what happens
I can fight my own battles
I am not weak don't forget that
sweet maybe never forget what I can be
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