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Many things can upset a person

without anyone else's knowlege

even when the heart is on

fire they have their stone walls up

to where nobody can see all

the pain it is their automatic

defence against the rest of the

world it is as if they are trying to

disappear from the darkest moments

in their life They hate this ability

to create this stone wall wondering

what would happen if the stone wall came crashing down would it have more

pain or less that's the debate

that keeps running through their

minds they seem to be calm and

cool on the surface yet under the

surface they are panicked and heated

far beyond their own acknowlegement

they just keep building until an

exploition of all their final pain

they finally feel what they couldn't

feel before it is like they can't avoid

their emotions they were hidding

from it all came to the surface and

now they feel what they didn't

want to feel in the begining the anger

and anguish and most of all the pain

COMMENTS

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AMurderOfSin
09:11 Apr 20 2010

It's well put..

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Angelus
00:59 Jun 20 2010

excellent.

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XxNephthysxX
01:45 Jul 16 2010

Very honest and raw.

Wondeful talent, keep writing! :)



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aerostotle
08:12 Mar 22 2011

i love this

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ghost121790
05:33 Jan 12 2012

this really hits the heart hard like a stone wall :)

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Through myself I am searching for the one I once was the one of goodness and happiness it is as if someone is trying to delete what I held dear for so long though I am not the perfect one I am of my own world I seach for the true me it is almost gone for I fear I shall become the very thing I hate the most my parent's slave even with my strong spirit it is failing to be here with me now it is as if my heart would stop because once again I have not seen the light to my own darkness I could not control my own feelings of hatered of the ones who say you are my truest friend when in the end they see not who I am just how I helped them out so through myself I am alone