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Nameles as we are to the world

forsaken to the light

still we stand on

even in our darkest times



we are there



IN the darkenss we take rest

and we take love



The fight is not yet won

we are few

and all alone



I am Your Friend when needed

And you are truly an angel

I pray you are well

and i hope to hear from you soon

may goddess bless you and keep you





torn between the

two worlds

light promising so much

but

the darkness over taking me

holding me as if i was glove.

shacking i forsaken my light

not for pleasure but for pride

having been traped in the light,

like a wolf caged.

shacked scared i run in to the night

having missed the darkness

its sweet smell

its sweet never know feeling

a wolf isnt a beast you can cage,

its a night creatuer as im i

no more being torn

no more being caged

living in the darkness of night is who i am

only steping in to the light of day when it is ended



Sweet angel you have fallen from the sky

in the shades of darknes

to see forgotten sights

I know your pain for it is my own



we travel fro the light

YOu belong to the midnight skies and i

to shady glenn

The caged wolf you ve

seen



she was my friend

wolf am i

in the darkness

the howling in the night



it is my scream of pain that woke you from the light

IN the darkenss we

find healing

and in the darkenss we find love



I have given you my song

to sing upon the wounded skies

I ask only that you seek the starlight now and again to remind you

of things forgotten in your heart.



I am the lone wolf howlling

in the creeping dark

In the moonlit glenns where the darkness flies

In ands out of shadows to dance

lest i be spied



I have seen your pain

i have lost as well

but in my heart

and soul

will always dwell

those who gave me shelter against the too bright light

and those who gave me shelter against the coming night



in the shadows of the darrow wood is where ive come to dwell

the wolf in hidden light

with no fear of then

i am the shadow of the night and day

the hidden mystery i say



come look come see

come play

with me in shadowed fen



sreaching for what was lost,

hearing in the darkness as if it was the only sound

your cry in the lonelyess of night.

finding a friend

a lover in this devilish night

i find you

a friend





death and life go hand in hand.

a soft spirit

an angel once

as bright as the sun

smacked down by the shadows of the deepest darkness of dispair.

falling thro those golden gates

in to the emptyness of man kind

looking in to the eyes of empty souls

we all know to well

that the city of angels

holds no angels

only the empty shells of what once was.

she

an angel .... once

now a nameless

soul walking the streets

darkness as well as light rushing thro her veins

she feels nothing on their pain



Do you hear my howl within your veins

do you fel my passionb and my pain?

I am the wolf that gives the moon her due



You wish to see the darkend pain the loss

of those who are left behind

I am fire on the wind i love in your heart



I am the stormy seas

I have seen the city where angels dwell

and left my heart with one

Come with me and see the lesson to be learned



I can hear her tears as they fal into my soul

i am opend bear before you one more within

the lasting shadows i am the light in the dark as you are the dark within the light

we are souls left hind to face the challenges of love



I am the sun to your moon

the good and the bad

often i dind that in the shadows we are left with nothing more then memeories



i am yours fallen angel

for it is I who khnow your name

Come find this wolf within the forest and hear the words

of one soul to another

in the comfort of the shadows







sceaching within the shadows for my dark prince

his howling echoing in my viens

screaching and alway one step behide his voica caling

his body needing mine as i need his

i am his huntress his lust

i am his passion his pain

i am as he is a wolf traped



the tears of the bloodstained moon

echo in my passing

as my howl tears across the landscape

IN my pain i have forgoten the love that was once so much a part of me



Angel sweet angel

i still hear your voice as it filledmy heart and soul

angel sweet angel

i can hear you calling me

from with in my madness

and my darkend prison



Wil you come to find me?

will you come to love?

wil you give to me your heart?

as io give to you my blood?



Will i be your passion and your pain?

will i gie you solce and the comfort of the rain



pray for you in the darkend night

as the moon has set

and the stars dont shine

I give to you my howl

and my soul i its shattered state



Angel sweet angel

do not forget me in the darkness of the dreems we have

lived



No longer a prince am i

just a wolf among the eaves



i hear your howls of anguilh

and answer the only way i can

SO when you hear my howl only grow to know

that n my heart youll always be

no matter the sorow



the howling stops

the only sounds

in this deepest of darkness

in the sounds of the dead

the rain

the pain.



a women a broken women

hiding in the shadows as if its all she ever known

hiding in her own personaly prison,



her heart whiped up in rare hide

not even letting the most of kindness of men

touching the sweetness

faking a smile

faking a kiss

her body being used as a whore

yet she doesnt care

a whore is what she is.



painting her face to hide the tears

looking up the mood,

fighing the need to run

fighing the need to jump in to the

darkness and running to the night as

if its all she had left

but... indeed it was all she had left.



a wolf in sheeps cloth

a whore finding another love.



but a whore

but a wolf

two fighting inside her,

such light coming off her

such pain



she cant take your love

she cant give her body to you willly for love and sex

was never her way

love was just beyard her reach

love was just beyard her touch

but yet the heart warp up is breaking

is coming apart



looking in to his eyes

her heart could break

he... so sweet never knowing the life of the whore she was

he so caring whiping away her tears and holding her as she cryed

he who will alway be there

he who if he lefted her would crumble.

she loved

the wolf

the whore

loved a man she could never had fully.



touching his skin trying to give herself to him

and yet.. she couldnt...

fear touching her like a sickness

she loves

yet... she fears

that love

he could break her

could kill her

looking from side to side

she looks

for love..

for the wolf..

for the whore...

for the right road

as she follows her road she wounders

to love him or leave

she doesnt know

she couldnt know...



in the defeaning silence

he stands on the hill

above the glade



A wolf chllde carried in shadows

he sees his love as she cries her tears

and knows there is nothing he can do to ease her fears

he is hers on the moonlit nights

to love and to hold

He is hers 0n the shadowed days

to be loved by him come what may



He sits in his forest and she in her home

he is hers

for all time he knows



The sweet fallen angel

so filled with fear

he is hers



she wont let him close for fear of falling again

But he is hers

to love in her own way



he feels her touch n his skin

so soft so fresh

so filling within

he trembles a moment for hewr pleasure



he trembles a moment for her pain

he feels her hands wrapped in his fur

so gentle so light so sweet



he nuzzles her

to show his affection

never asking more then what she can give



he feels the rain softly faling upon his skin

he wishes so hard that

she would let her fears go

he is hers

to do with as she pleases



they are souls forgotten within the darkness

forsaken of the light

yet softly i the shadows do they find their own light

to shine against the world



A truth so real as to shater souls

and leave them bear to eachorther

to see what is there to be seen



there is no light or darkenss between them

only the love

sweet love



that is why he is hers

that is why he howls

for the woman who is an angel in her

tatered clothing



he howls for her passion

he howls to give her pleasure.

he knows he is nothing

and that he cannot have the love he seeks



but he is her wolf

in mans clothing.

and he will keep going

just for her



the angel of his heart





standing outside the

alway on the outside looking in.

looking in to the room

she see's him there

her heart

her love

touching another

her heart breaks

as she watchs him touch and love another

she looks down

she let this happen

she pushed and pulled away

walking away she leaves

she leaves the heart and passion

she once knew

she whips away the the tears

as she slides in to the shadows of dispare



he sits in the room

alone in his heart

forsaken of love

trying to find

his solace

in the arms of the willing



Her name is Rebecca

her eyes are dark brown



why wont she love me/

i think to myself

Will this be redemtpion or will this be hell?



Where are you i prey to my Angel so sweet

Why have you forsaken me?



Back to Rebecca

The mistress of now



she bites my shoulder

i kiss her lips

she scratches me hard

i Kiss her thighs



I pray for forgiveness

as my lips kiss her back

i reach for her thighs



She pushes me down

my lips seek her hips

she screams out my name



i seek her pleasure

but in my heart i wonder

of past things long gone



she moans and she wreathes

as i make her come

my mind finds that taste in a memory long gone



of my angel so bright in heavens clothes

I long just to behold

My one love

my one chance



why did i fail her

why was i wrong

why did she leave me

alone in my heart



Rebecca calls to me softly

it my turn now



she roles me over and she pushes me down

she kisses my chest she feels my wings

she kisses down



I try not to moan

try not to betray my one love



i fall back to memory

to winter long goen

when my wings touched the sky and my howl was joyous to hear



why did she push me away with her fear?

was i not good enough

to love and to hold??



She bites my hip and this time i moan



back to my memories

to be lost in the past



I gave Angel my pleasure

i gave her my soul

and all igot was the cold end of loneliness



Angel my Angel where are you now??



Again i feel biting again i feel good. i replace her with angel

and i sucour the feel

I scream out my pleasure

so long in the making

I scream out my passion so loud



I howl with love

I howl with joy



So loud is my sound as to be heard everywhere



I feel the good stop i feel

my joy end

where there was Angel

Rebecca now stands



Who is thsi woman whos name you now scream?

who is this woman? and what does she mean??



I cannot let go

i cannot give in



so rebbecaa walks out the way she came in





her hand touch the softness the roughness

of the tree

staring out in to the moon light

her brown eyes gleaming with not only tears

but the sadness that seems to be inside her heart

she see you in side of her mind

as she closes her eyes

she touchs your skin

inside her dreams

she touchs your body and

gives you the same please as you give everyone else



smiling softy to herself she wounder

if she stayed

what would you be like

how would your lips feel agest hers



why did i leave

why did i fear the unknown love

she wounders to herself

as she slowlys slides her hands thro her hair pulling it back as she sighs to herself teases sliding down her checks.

she howls shiding her humen form

her wolf skin feeling like home

she howls for her love

for her heart.

she howls her lonely moanfull howl



he sits in the room al aone once again

the pain in his heart

as he laments his sins



" oh what have done?"

he cries to the heavens

"what have i done ?"

he calls and calls again



his tears fall down thick and fat

for the memories

he left behind



the pain in his soul where once he was fine

he cires for the pain

he cries all alone



HE raies his hands and touchs his wings

whtas left of the time he

was givein to fly



long they've been cut

long theyve been broken



Such pain do they cause he wonders if

these are his damnation



he once was a wolf so wild and free

lost in the storm

of the things that have been



He runs in his mind along forest paths

till he finds a soft spot of grass



he lowers his muzle to find her scent

the scent fo his she



so far away

He raises his voice to howl to winds

to scream out his love

and cary to fen



where are you my she ? wheere have you gone

come to come to me



runing faster,

harder.

her fur flyin in the wind as she keeps her eyes where she was needed.

she moans as she licks the sweet air. she seemed

to fly

eahc jump and each dive was to her love.

seeing his wings

seeing his pain

seeing his crys

she howls behide you

she howls behide you

glowing green eyes flashing to his dark ones.

howling she sents her love

her heart.

staying in the shadows she slowly moves out and ocomes frward to you like an angel

falling from heaven.

sliding herfur agest your leg.



he feels her fur against him and closes his

as he kneels in wonderment

he is hers and he knows it



he places his hands behind is back

his broken wings folded back



I am yours MY love i am yours

he whispers

in her ear



he feels his tears fall big and fat upon his light skin

he feels his love

right next to him

so true so wonderful



Im sorry he moans to her as more tears fall down

the cheeks that long for her kisses



I am fallen now

no longer winged

I am fallen to hte earth for sins i have made



Forgive me mistress for i have sinned

He closes his eyes against the pain

of having his wings ripped away

agian he feels them



the broken bones the torn skin

he feels the wreakage that they have become



I am nothing now he whispers

in the silent darkness

he feels her fur aganst him



he moans his gentle cries

" will you love me? will you hold me?"

may i look into your angels eyes??"

Today would have been our forth year together



instead I sit alone



without a lovers hand to hold



or the sweet kiss of love



We gave in



and we gave up



surrendered our passion to our pain



I gave you me



and you threw me away



Sometimes it hurts



when i think about



us



but most times



i feel the Joy of having been



Yours in love



5 months weve been apart and not heard a word from the other



I changed my number and numbed my heart



so that when the right one comes along



i wont be hurt again







I gave you everything and you threw me away



Why was i not worth it?



what did i do wrong?



did i fail you in loving you?



or did we you just play along?







I dont want you back



I dont want your love



As much as it hurts



I still feel



its better this



way







I wish we had parted in honour



that it had been with unwounded hearts



but



what will be will be



and we did what we must







I gave you me and you threw me away