No matter what happens today, I know I can look forward to tomorrow, because I will be able to see Rick. He always makes things better. I know deep in my soul, we are to be. It may not make much sense to a lot of the "normies" but I have had preminitions of things to be, and for three months or more they have all had Rick in them. I can't explain it really, but I know we are to be. I have four different worlds that I live in. I have for my whole life. I created them long ago and they grow and change with me. Rick is in everyone of them, and right by my side throughout all the cerimonies and everything. He really loves me as I do him, and I know for sure he's not going to leave me. I know deep in my soul.
I hope that everyone feels this someday, because it does a soul good to love, and to be loved. You really haven't lived until you love and are loved. And no one can explain the feeling in full, it's just something you have to feel yourself to know that that's what it is.
I also know that love is random, and that everything that happens happens for a reason. I know that no matter what love is always there for you, even when your friends aren't.
WOW!!! I love being able to see Rick! He like totally turns me on in every way! GOD!!!!!!!!!! He's the fucking best!
Today sucked! It was so boring. I really hate not being able to see my friends for a long period of time. I go insane.
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