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Samhain arrives on a quater moon

I cast my circle and call to you

Dear Raven

Master Drake

Sister Dolphin

Brother Stag

Take your positions

Join me in praise



The wheel has turned another year

For celebration we gather here

Call the corners

Call the watchtowers

Lady Moon

Father Sun

Bless us with your light

Hear our prayers

Let our dreams take flight



We honor those who have gone before

Embrace the pain we've born

Raise a glass

Drink a toast

The veil thins

Magick begins

Do not long for the other side

Your time will come

As surely as the tide



Until then join me in this dance

Let the joys of the New Year commence



Fm 10-30-08

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Nogirrom
05:45 Nov 08 2008

Me likey *smiles *

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I let you go today

Opened the cage door

Watched you fly away

Opened my heart

And stepped outside

Opened my eyes

To other possibilities



I let you go today

Took back the keys

And set myself free

Took back my life

Saw the brilliance in me

Took back my heart

All but a tiny piece



I let you go today

Knowing you won't return

I have found my peace

Knowing I can't force

What life gifts to me

Knowing I know nothing

I have found my wings



Fm 10-27-08

You came home to hugs and tears

Memories shared through the years

Stories told by friends afar

Brought laughter to this room

Everyone's here for a hero's welcome

All you gave and the lives you touched

None of it was ever in vain

I only wish you could have walked in

Instead you entered draped in a flag



Jason Karella 10/25/87 - 10/9/08

Semper Fi



Fm 10-18-08

Some kind of magic we share

Energy from another time

We mixed it up in the air

Next life, we'd make it right

But mistress fate intervened

Seems we have to try again

I'll toss my fortune to the stars

If by chance I'll gain your heart

Meet me between here and there

Where science ends and faith begins



Fm 10-16-08

Who's leading this circus?

And why am I way up here?

I can't direct from this height,

Only watch the madness below.

Never a moment of stillness.

As one ring dims the other begins.

Too soon the spot shines on me.

I don't want to walk this tightrope.

But, the ladder is on the other side.

There is no net to catch my fall.

Only you on the next platform.

Do I risk crossing, falling into you,

Or plummeting to the circus tent floor.



Fm 10-16-08

Ponder the darkness

See what I can't show

Hold onto me

Never let go

I've waited lifetimes

I'll wait again

Just know this time

We're closer

Than we've ever been



Fm 10-16-08

A far off gaze not willing to be met

The text in front of her long forgotten

A pencil held to her trembling lips

Suddenly tears spill from her eyes



A deep breath in and a calculated sigh

She gathers her things, heads outside

What hurt attacks her in mid-afternoon

What fears won't relinquish their hold



How does thoughtfulness blink to tears

What is she hiding from all these years

A need to let go and forgive someone

Understanding but not to forget



Move forward from the lesson learned

Find her joy beyond this hurt

She smells of chocolate and cigarettes

As she breezes passed my desk



I reach and touch her hand

Please let someone in again

Not all men are created equal

Most can be retches at times



Not all are like the one who hurt you

Some want to gift you tears of joy

Be brave and give life a chance

Open your heart and join in the dance



Fm 10-8-08

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birra
16:23 Oct 09 2008

That was wonderful.

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There is a beauty which hides

Kept locked away deep inside

There are moments of escape

In a passing glimpse of the eye

Shimmering for a instant

Then tucked away again

Fear has bound it within this soul

Shining forth has taken its toll

Everyone wants a pretty little thing

But ignores a silent glimmering

Masses walk away and pass it by

But one will stop, look in the eyes

Be caught within those precious orbs

A light within outshines the stars

And when the one's hand reaches out

Beauty bursts forth to claim its love

Body to body

Skin to skin

How many times will I repeat this sin



A kiss of a stranger

One night of pleasure

Does nothing more than do me in



I am worth more

And I feel worthless

Trying to love with my body not heart



Mistakes I repeat

Keep out of reach

I don't know if I can be hurt again



Teach me how

I can respect myself

Force the friendship before anything else



Fm 10-3-08