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How do I fix this broken heart of mine, how to return to the joy it has brought me. I feel you slipping away. I can't bear to watch you walk away again. I would throw myself at your feet and beg you to stay if I thought it would help. But you must find your own way. I can't do this again, I can't bear the pain and the tears. I feel myself turning bitter and angry. I feel the hopelessness setting in.



Am I destined to be alone? Am I meant to recieve none of what I ask for? It's all very simple, someone to love me, the pitter patter of small feet, a home I can care for, and a career I love. It seems the only one I can achieve at this moment is work, that seems so sad to me. Life should be more than that, it should hold more joy. It should hold hope and love and peace and all these things seem just out of reach.



Maybe I'm overreacting, maybe my mind has looped to many possibilities. Maybe there is still hope, I just can't see it right now.



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YIPEE!



My parents are coming down to visit and watch their daughter be inducted into her first Greek Society! I'm so excited! I haven't seen them since Christmas and well, I miss them. My brother may be heading this way also, so we'll all be together for a bit.



Life is good!



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