Nothing like a last minute trip to get my butt in gear to get my room and car cleaned up. Have to do it now because the week will be in full swing by the time I get home. The reason for the trip...going to check out an apartment with Otter...in Buffalo. =)
I feel the need to mention here that the ladies of House Eternal ROCK! You help me to remember why it's better to keep my muzzle shut.
And birra, thanks for helping me to put things into perspective. There are times I let my temper get the best of me. Those are moments I'm not proud of and you tend to cut me off mid "knee-jerk" reaction.
I feel so fortunate to have all of you in my life. I am truly blessed with fantastic friends. :D
Two shots of Petron and a pint of Blue Moon made me realize something. I'm a good person, I have nothing to apologize for. I have nothing to feel guilty about. I'm just a girl trying to make it through this world. I'm stressed out about school and life.
What I need is a really good cry. I can be angry, I'm allowed to get upset but, I can't let it rule my life.
So, cheers to the tears. May they run freely and cleanse my soul along the way.
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Several years back I would have to agree that it does clear the mind sometimes. Then I found other ways to do that. You are a good soul that is only trying to do what is right for yourself and family. Don't let anyone take that strength away from you hun. The tears will go along way to help heal the hurt or stress. *hugs*
How do you tell a 10 year old autistic boy his father is going to die? How do you tell a 12 year old girl her daddy will not be the one to walk her down the aisle someday? This is the challenge my best friend has to face this week. Her ex husband's brain cancer is back and more aggressive than before. The neurosurgeon says surgery is not viable. By this time next year my niece and nephew will not have a father...
Second major project of the semester is finished! For the bs, 2 credit, annoying class that is.
Still have a big project due for actual nursing and a major test coming up.
All the while I'm trying to plan for my graduation. Who's coming, who's a maybe and where the hell I'm going to stuff them all. How big of a house do I need to rent for the week (beauty of living "down the shore")?
Gah! I have to get invitations made and mailed out like last week.
Add to this that I'll be moving directly after graduation. I need to try to have a job and a place to live lined up.
That's it, screw the beer, I think it may be a tequila night.
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ToKillYa? Nice :D Hey when you're up this way next- we'll have to get stupid on the stuff :P
Woot! I'm pretty sure the next time I'm up that way I'll be living there. :p I'm actually really, really excited about it!
I'll stock the bar and make sure there's somewhere to sleep.
You do have friends who can help with the finding somewhere to live and work thing... ya know?
Sounds great. I'll join you.
One tequila
Two tequila
Three tequila
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