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Tell me a tale,

Of a maiden so fair,

With deep brown eyes,

And waist length hair.



Tell me all her wiles,

And moments of daring.

Of come hither looks,

And smiles fate tempting.



Fm 6-29-08

There are storms offshore tonight.

Bringing waves full of might.

But I feel a storm right here,

Building it's way with my fear.

I see the clouds in the distance.

I should move away, but resist.

I need to feel the rain pour down,

To feel myself almost drown.

I can't deny what's happened to me.

I have to let go and set myself free.

A flash of light and thunder crashes.

Makes me aware of all my senses.

My body aches with the need to run.

I make myself stay, until it's done.

I let the rain wash over my form.

Cleansing myself, with the violence of the storm.



Fm 6-29-08

One hand,

At the small of my back,

Pulls me in close to you,

Makes my body sway.



Turn me,

Spin me,

Keep the time.

And lead the way.



Fm 6-28-08

Within my dreams,

There is a perfect vision.

Of moonlit nights,

And imaginative distractions.

Of pointless walks,

And meaningful conversations.



Fm 6-24-08

How do I reach you?

~Through this endless thought.

How do I touch you?

~Through my meaningless words.

How do I hold you?

~With a whisper of tears.

How do I let go?

~And not leave a piece of my soul.



Fm 6-24-08

I close my eyes

And reach out

To memorize you

With my fingertips



I lean in close

To breathe you in

Overwhelm me

With your heady scent



Whisper in my ear

Cherished secrets

You hold so dear

Fill me with your sound



I want all of you

Ingrained

In every part

Of me



Fm 6-24-08

Sleepy girl, wants only to dream

Of fairy tales and other imaginings

Closes her eyes

Maybe this time she'll find

A glimpse of Prince Charming



He may be dashing and brave

Or quiet in strength

He'll remember small things

Dote when she feels the need



He'll ride a horse in a different form

Or simply stride on in

Sweep her off her feet

Save her from her fairy tale dreams



Some day he'll be a reality...



Fm 6-22-08

Blue jeans, t-shirts and flips

No make-up and hair in pony tails

Sisters of my soul

And daughters of my heart

Just all American girls

Walking the boards



Pizza, zeppolis and ice cream

No diet in thought tonight

Crying for each others injustice

Later the laughter is contagious

Just all American girls

Walking the boards



Beach houses, waves and sand

Tonight the silliness reigns

We forget the day its woes

Time stands still yet ever forward

Just all American girls

Walking the boards



Fm 6-22-08

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birra
23:36 Jun 22 2008

Mmmm.. pizza on the boardwalk...

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KCRC
01:10 Jun 23 2008

Now I wanna go Downashore!

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Don't you see little girl

Don't you see what he's done to you

He's torn you down

Torn you apart

Made you something you aren't

And all the while

We've been standing here

Waiting to share your tears

We've been sitting on the sidelines

Just waiting to carry you home

Our eyes have ever been open

Open to the pain we see

Our arms are ever outstretched

Just aching for you to grab hold



Fm 6-19-08

Little black butterfly

Flitting in the wind

Your flight is so chaotic

I wonder where you've been



Were you resting in the trees

Then heard the whisper of the breeze

Did it move you to flight

From the branch you clung so tight



Were you simply floating on the wind

But heard a song which made you spin

Dance with joy across the sky

Suddenly fill your wings with life



I waited with bated breathe

Would you land in my garden's depths

But you fluttered on by

The nectar not catching your eye



You bounced between the oaks

With dance of flight you spoke

My morning you filled with joy

Precious, little black butterfly



Fm 6-18-08

We've danced beneath the moon and stars.

Watched with wonder as fire sparked.



How significant are we to not take in all we see?



The beauty of the forest is beyond the trees.

It's buried deep among the leaves.

Plant your feet in the earth and feel her breathe.

Close your eyes and listen to her sing.

Raise your hands to the sky when the rain begins.

Touch her tears to your lips and be thankful for what she gives.

Stop for a moment and smell her perfume on the breeze.



Every creature here has a purpose.

Respect their function and learn from the wolf to the bee.

We were not raised upon high, or meant to rule her prize.

She never expected us to turn our backs and forget.

Now she must shake us like a sullen child to get our attention.

And soon our Mother will turn her back and forget we were ever mentioned.



Fm 6-17-08

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Joli
21:28 Jun 18 2008

"The beauty of the forest is beyond the trees.

It's buried deep among the leaves.

Plant your feet in the earth and feel her breathe."



Simply stunning.

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birra
13:41 Jun 19 2008

I agree with Queen Joli - that is pure poetry.

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Brown eyed girl with ringlet curls,

I've seen you before

Somewhere along a distant shore

Were you just a dream?

You seemed so real to me

Your eyes bore into my soul

Your laughter chimes in the wind

I wonder if you are my kin

You held my hand and led me

Taking me to where you came to see

Where you stood high above and chose me



Hold my hand little child

With it you hold my heart

Until now you were just a dream

Waiting patiently just to be

Now we walk along the shore

Chasing waves upon the sand

You are here within me

My brown eyed girl with ringlet curls



Fm 6-17-08

Dandelion wishes and butterfly kisses

The wide eyed wonder of a child

Laying on the grass beneath the stars

Wondering how they were placed in the sky

What exactly does each one mean?



Walks along the shore hunting seashells

Laughing at the seagulls as they soar

Laying on the sand contemplating faith

Watching the stars as they fall from the sky

What do your wishes truly seek?



Running errands and running to work

No time to fascinate about the day

Then I stop for the geese to cross the street

And I laugh with the joy of a child

I wonder, when did I lose what this really means?



Fm 6-17-08

Your whispered secrets

Are held within the wind

Your eyes tell a story

Of a man withered and thin

How you've walked the miles

Never knowing where you've been

You look back upon your trek

Ready to start over again

All the places and faces you've seen

Lost in a distant memory

How I lust for those stories to be told

Sharing all your secrets of old

Sit and speak awhile my friend

Paint me pictures of places I've never been

Show me how it looked to you then

Tell me of the homeless you've fed

Riding the rails in box cars of old

Missing your stop somewhere in Italy

Falling asleep under the stars in Hawaii

I want to hear it and see it all

We have until the end of time

Fill my mind with your wonder

Keep traveling on little bro



Fm 6-16-08

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birra
12:57 Jun 17 2008

He is still my hero....

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Joli
21:27 Jun 18 2008

This is excellent. Your first two lines told me that I had to read on.

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I can't let go

I must they say

I won't forget

I betray myself today

I trust too much

I love too soon

You must go

And I must stay



Fm 6-15-08

What do you see when you see me?

What visions of this brown eyed girl do you believe?

Does your vision go beyond and perceive,

The scared little child behind these eyes?

Or does the confident woman betray your sight?



I wonder if your vision goes beyond what I see.

I wonder if I am who I truly believe myself to be.

The roles I play bind me and keep me from being free.

Am I truly who you believe me to be?

I wonder, what do you see when you see me?



Fm 6-15-08

Your smile, your eyes, how they haunt my mind.

You laughter still fills my ears through the miles.

I try to keep you at a distance from my heart.

I tried so hard to not let you in knowing it doesn't go both ways.

But others see and their comments make me wonder.

Are you holding back from me afraid I might see.

I know it's to much right now so I keep to myself.

These words would only hurt all we have built.

These truths would do no more than build up your walls.

So I hide behind my smile and laugh and I stall.

I build my own walls to defend my heart.

What would happen if we tore each others apart.

Would you allow me to breach your defenses.

Or have I come to close for you to remain.

You will not be rid of me so easily as this.

I have built bigger walls and learned...

The only person they keep, is me.



Fm 6-14-08

Love is a hope

It's a belief of someday

Love is a blessing

It's a sense of belonging

Love is a condition

It's strived for continually

Love is a vision

It's beauty changes everything



Fm 6-14-08

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birra
22:24 Jun 14 2008

You've been depriving us too long. Keep adding to your journal!

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You unravel me

.....Make all my cares go away

You unbind me

.....Keep all my fears at bay

You understand me

.....Make me want to come out and play

You unnerve me

.....Give me a safe place to stay



Wrapped in your arms

.....Only happens in my dreams

Looks of adoration

.....Go much deeper than it seems

How you've spun my world

.....Yet the words won't leave my lips

To far gone are we

.....I can't chance watching my heart rip



I will move forward

.....Trying desperately to not look back

My heart is empowered

.....Hope is keeping me on track

Keeping pen to paper

.....I will heal with words and rhyme

You remain in my heart

.....Knowing it isn't right this time



Fm 6-14-08

Smile sweetly and speak softly to me.

Tread lightly upon my broken heart.



Whispers of concern held behind closed doors.

Don't you know I can hear them all?



I know my plight and how it worries them so.

I understand their cares about my happiness.



But please, leave me to my own designs.

Let me explore the torture chamber in my mind.



I've created this mess with in my heart.

It's a knot only I and one other can pull apart.



I understand the best plan is to just let it go.

But how can I just release myself from hope.



I look into the future and see you standing there.

I take a single step forward and watch you disappear.



The most curious thing is, will the time ever be right?

Or must I forever hold this secret within?



So smile sweetly and speak softly to me.

Tread lightly upon my broken heart.



Fm 6-13-08

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birra
21:35 Jun 13 2008

Very nice FM, very nice.

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Darkness above

Darkness below me

My eyes are open

But something veils me

I struggle to see

What stands before me

It is the truth

I refuse to see



I am not ready

To let this go

I am not willing

To accept reality

I turn away

From this totality



Allow me my bubble

For a moment longer

Allow me to struggle

To stay above water

I jumped in

To save the day

With eyes wide open

Or so I say



My eyes were closed

To block the light

And all I could see

Was my reality



Fm 6-10-08

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birra
08:33 Jun 11 2008

See? Now that's what I'm talking about.



Well done. Very well done. We need more of this!

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