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I wonder if he wasn't checking on me would I even give him a second thought? Am I that cruel of a person to just forget and move on? It was a good run, I had fun, but in the end I knew the fit wasn't right.



I wish you peace and happiness. I hope you find everything you are looking for. Just please stop looking here. We've already opened that door and I decided to close it. Picking at the lock won't help.



Opportunity knocks at another entry point, stop, listen, and go answer your door.

I've been waiting on the mail lady a lot as of late. I've been waiting for two particular envelops to show up. I keep getting ones marked from the University of Buffalo but not the one I'm looking for. The other will help my financial worries until the end of the semester.



Nothing like checking the mail box every day, getting a letter marked from one college or the other but neither containing a check or an acceptance letter. I hate stasis.



I need both to show up so I can move my plans forward.

It may not have been the healthiest dinner in the world but damn it was good. Pork chops and potato green bean casserole.



I really miss spending time in the kitchen and coming up with different ideas. I made meatloaf last night...it was missing something.



I guess it's the Italian in me. I want to cook and I want everyone over for Sunday dinner. I laugh at myself because whenever I house sit my best friend comes over and the first thing I do is ask her if she's hungry and then set a plate in front of her. I keep saying, "This is us in the next couple of years. I'll be cooking and conversating while you sit at the table and we both enjoy a glass of wine." I can't wait for those days...

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birra
15:09 Feb 12 2009

Mmm.. I love cooking too. It always gives me a great deal of pleasure to create a meal that someone else can enjoy...



...it's a bonding thing. :)

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I'm tired, whiney, and cranky. Didn't sleep well last night because my room was freezing. Had to be up before the sun this morning. Ran around like a mad woman in clinical all day. Now I'm home and I'm supposed to be either studying or packing for house sitting tomorrow. I have 0 energy to do either. Instead I think I'm going to turn on my electric blanky, bring the laptop to bed with me and catch up on some LOST.