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So I suppose I need to get in another journal entry before the end of the year. Looking back over the past few entries I've found my state of mind has changed much from then to now.



I have spent the holidays single, again, but this time have found it to be more peaceful. For the first time at the end of a relationship I'm not asking what's wrong with me? There's nothing wrong with me and there's nothing wrong with the other half of this equation either. The moment I realized I wanted to change him to meet my standards was when it was time to let him go. He's perfect just the way he is in someone else's eyes and I will allow him to be so.



What else...SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!!! I am so happy to be done for the semester. I'm on break until Jan. 22 and have stacks of books that I want to read between now and then. Wow, something to read other than a text book...what a concept. And I must say the nerd in me pulled it off again...two A's and a B, so that would move my GPA to a 3.89 (yes I figured it out).



I will be spending New Year's Eve in Times Square in NYC with my fabulous younger brother. No I'm not crazy, I just love crowds. Ok, so maybe I'm a little nuts, but hey, it will make one hell of a story one day.



Well, I do believe that is all for now. I must go stick my nose in a book and be lost to the land of fiction and fantasy...Happy New Year!!!



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So it is officially crunch time in the world of college. Why do I continue to do this to myself? Because it is the means to an end. It is how I am working on obtaining my dream. Well, part of it anyway.



It is midnight, again...I keep swearing I'll get to bed before now and it just isn't happening. To much to memorize, to much pressure. Of course the only one applying pressure is me so I can't blame anyone but myself. Oh well, tis the nature of a perfectionist.



Gods, please just get me through my lab practical on Friday. The rest is cake.



Now how do those cranial nerves go again? Oh yeah...olfactory, optic, ocularmotor, trochlear, trigeminal....



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