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today like every other day started in deniel that you didn't leave me and that you still love me

then slowly my heart comes to terms with reality and then my body catches up with my heart then my brain then i no longer want to go on so i lie back down in what seems like my tomb

and wish for death to take me slowly and painfully

i don't want to live without you

you were what made me happy

u were the only thing that made me happy

now i'm just an empty shell without you

i have no purpose and now no heart i gave it to you and is so long gone far away never to be seen again

i wish it could have been differant between us but fate is a cruel mistress and nothing is ever promised anything is only but chance

love is bloody and brutal like a war no one ever really leaves the war without scars and nightmares that they'll never forget