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WELL TODAY WAS A GREAT START TO TRY TO LOVE LIFE HAPPY i guess...( THE POEM I JUST WROTE) ....WELL I WAS TRYING TO TALK TO MY EX BF THAT I STILL LOVE.... HE WAS MY FIRST AND IT FEELS LIKE THE LAST!...

MY GOD THE PAIN IS SO STRONG LIKE SOMEONE KEEPS SLASHING AND MASS MURDERING-LY STABBING ME IN THE BACK, STOMACH, ( WHAT I ONCE CALLED HEART)...

I JUST WANT TO BE IN COMPLETE DARKNESS FOR AWHILE AND THEN MAYBE COME OUT TO SEE THE LIGHT OF HELL!....for me the dark is my escape,...my heaven bc i dont have to see any one or thing thats gonna hurt me even worse!...

In the dark there is no light to which some one can condem u!....I just want every thing to stop including what ppl think the breath in my lungs!...( the poison that kills me more each and every day second what ever!...







well im going to go ....this is my sad F*d up story of why i hate my life...and why i think that i hate myself!...Ill always ask if i was able to be better than i already was.....? u bastard!.....bye!*