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LISTEN 11/10/07
04:38 Nov 11 2007
Times Read: 605

LISTEN 11/10/07

how do i make you listen?

u say ur my best friend

that u'll always be there

for me when i need you most

well i need you i've been trying

to make you listen but

for some reason you cant hear

my screams and wails

why dont you listen

im always there for you

when you need me

but i cant find you

you said that your

my best friend

that youd be there when

i needed some one to listen

but i turn and cant find you

and when i do manage to

say whats on my mind

it all seems to gon in through

one ear and out the other

you never remember

my most horrible of ordeals

or some of my most important things

you cant remember

and yet i remember all of yours

you always find me by your side

i continue to care and protect you

because all in all your still my best friend

but why dont you listen

why cant you hear my screams for help

your suppossed to feel everythin i feel

like i feel all your emotions even from miles away

but your unable to feel how i feel

why? why cant you feel or hear me?

whats changed so much that i find my self alone

in my time of need

no matter how hard or how many times

i tell my self not to care as much

or to worry or protect you as

much i cant help it i seem to always fall back into

the same situation

what is it thats changed??

why cant you hear me cry??

TO LOVE AND LOSE 11/9/07
04:37 Nov 11 2007
Times Read: 606

ive lived many lifes

seen many things

done many things

created and destroyed

ive loved and lost

but no matter what shakespear

or others say

i would have chosen to never have

loved at all

for then i wouldnt feel as i do now

misserable and alone

so empty in side

a wondering soul

watchin as others say those

three words that have lost

their true meaning

to have loved and lost

so many times

see how youd react

to see the one you

love die over and over again

though you die by his side

see how you feel as you see

his life slowly slip away

for your safety

for your protection

to have loved and lose

i dont wish it any more

say as you wish

but to love is not for me

for if we meet once again

this time ill die berofe thee

In the dark
02:03 Nov 07 2007
Times Read: 607




In the dark I was born

In the dark I was raised

In the dark I was tortured

In the dark I bled

In the dark I suffer

In the dark I sit and wait

In the dark I wait for something

But I don’t know what it is

In the darkness I saw that

small ray of light and

ran to it, but no matter how

hard I try to I can’t reach it

I run and run always trying

To reach the one small ray

Of light but always failing

Now I stand still in the darkness

Watching the light but unable

to reach it

I watch as it moves farther

And farther away until it’s finally gone

Once more I sit in the dark

Completely alone