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i see you know and the doubt comes back

should i take that chance or should i just let it go

will it last or will it be a fleeting moment

do i really want this or am i fooling myself

am i fooling myself or is it true

who knows and who could possibly tell

but now another problem occurs

the doubt from some one else

nor you or i

but the doubt from some one who can affect us both some one who has the power to let us all go or stop us all will they let us or will they stop us doubt from every angle

dont know if this is right dont know at all

now i see you and all the doubt comes rushing back full force makes me think and think and think until i cant sleep only stay up and think

try to think it all through dont want to make the wrong choice but dont want to hurt any one in the making of my choice

who will it truely affect and how will these answers affect them all

now i see you and all that doubt rushes back full force makes me think and think and think

i cant do this any more

wondering were all this is going

what will it all lead to

where will it all end

damned tired of the confussion of the frustration

of being hopeful one moment then nothing the next what do we achieve of all this

but another failed hope

another reason not to hope at all

damn frustrated of it all really

going back and forth back and forth and not getting anywhere at all

what do we gain of all this truely i wish to know what is gained from this

we lose so much what do we gain in the endof it all to make a person suffer so

weve all made our mistakes

we all pay for them in the end do we not??

is there some gratificial pleasure in seeing them so truely i wish to know

you cant truelly begrudge some one for so long

only thing you can do is accept forgive and move on you cant go back only choice is to move forward

besides if we could go back what do you truely accomplish but to relive it all again

moment for moment

tick tock tick tock tick tock

as the time chimes youd end up reliving it all

is that what you really want

truely i wish to know

i need to know your opinion and thoughts

for tnen maybe id be able to understand if thats what you really want

what you really need

and what you really desire

tick for tock