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sometimes ones family isnt always as understandng as they think they are

sometimes home isnt really home and one is left thinking of home only to realize theyre in the place they should be calling home

but they know its not home

its just a place we stay at for a while until we find the next

life though we mean it or not is just a huge acting stage

we wish to break free of these chains but for some reason we can never completely get ride of them

and our only freedom can seem so distant

moments and times when even all hope dies so you dont know whats left behind

but even when hopes gone something still makes us strive forward

to live day after day

cant help but stop and wonder what makes us keep going

is it will power????

maybe

how can we keep living when we face reality and hope is dead

dont really know but we still do

act out our scenes until our final call then

we start again in a new body a new life

but its all pretty much the same

living it day by day a new set of lines to say

a new expression to show to everyone

even when behind our masks we think why do we continue to do this

what continues to drive us to do this

the final call isnt made yet but itll come

maybe not as soon as wed like

but then again wed just start all over again would we

thinking its time to really change this time

life has now changed dramatically for me

but im not allowed to face the problem

how can one get over it when they arent allowed to face it????

not going to take shit from them any more

time to change and this time for good

so life has changed for me again

but it dosent mean i cant adapt

that i cant over come it

and keep going

because if i dont then i truely prove she showed me nothing

when she taught me so much

but how can one face a problem with out realy facing it???

my way is to face it head on but when youre being held back how can one do it???

damn this in oportune life

damn the events that eventually lead us and change us for the better

but with out them we couldnt shape our selfs now could we???

so hard to see clearly when theres so much before you

but see i must and i will