I told my self I'd quit but I never did. This addiction is getting worse every day. My brain tells me I need it but i tell my self I dont. But I want it so I do it anyway. This addiction is going to ruin my life. Wait it already has. This addiction will lead me to death if it hasnt already.
Bite me. Drain every ounce of blood in my body. Make it hurt. Let me feel the pain. Let me die as I fell you soft lips on my neck. Leave a mark for everyone to see. Let them now that they did this. tell them the did this. Make them stare at my dead body lying in that coffin.
I dropped my heart hoping someone would catch it. You caught it. And threw it on the ground. It ruined my life, so now I will make yours worse then the Hell I live in now. I blame you. When I know it was my fault for hoping you would keep me safe. Now your just someone to blame.
When the world shifts, you can feel it. Not just physically, but Mentally. Feel the surge of power in your bones. Fell the heat of the moment. This is life, not a dream. But you've seen it in your dreams. Your dreams take you to places you've never been. Dream on, darling, dream on....
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