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She lays on her bed

With her arms covering her head

The light shines so brightly

Through her cold window so unsightly



She dreams of a life

On that silver bladed knife

When she could walk in the day

With out going astray



She dreams of her friends that she left behind

to make her storey become untwined

Of when she could feel

The scars that she has she can not heal



Than someone so cruel

Wakes her from her lull

She opens her eyes

and see's nothing but white



She is thirsty and craves for more blood

And craves to create red mud

She hates herslf for being this way

But she knows it will end not one day

Boy with long hair

Boy with blue eyes

Hold me when I'm scared

Hold me when I cry



Talk to me in the hallways

Talk to me on the phone

Speak to me in a kind way

Tell me I’m not alone



Don’t look over me

Notice that I’m there

See me like you see that girl

The pretty one on the stairs



Hold my hand tightly

Never let go

Don’t let me slip slightly

Don’t let me break from your hold



Tell me that you need me

That’s all I need to hear

Promise that you’ll see me

And you’ll always be near



Boy with long hair

Boy with blue eyes

Hold me when I'm scared

Hold me when I cry

He says "I hate you"

She says "I'm sorry"

She begins to cry

He just walks away

She says "come back!"

He says "go away"

She asks him "why?"

He just walks away



She goes home

He goes out

She locks her self up

He's with a new girl

Shes with a new blade

He drinks his heart out

She is bleeding now

He feels sorry now



He leaves the other girl

She goes to the bathroom

He runs to his car

She looks in the mirror

He is at 120mph

She gets light headed

He get out of his car

She passes out



He opens her apartment door

She's lying on the ground

He hears no sound

She is in a puddle now

He runs to the bathroom

She see's him and smiles

He holds her in his arms

She just smiles



She says "I'm sorry"

He says "I love you"

She smiles

He kisses her

She cries

He says " I'm sorry"

She touches his face

He grabs her hand

She dies



He holds her close

He begins to cry

He hates himself

Becouse she commited suicide



*The End*

You say I need to be happy and free

You say I shouldn’t be sad

So I hold my sadness in until I explode

Then you treat me like I’m bad





But you don’t understand

How hard I’ve been working

To make you happy and to be myself too



But baby you don’t understand

What I have been through

I’ve been hurt and manipulated

Overlooked and hated



Why cant I be myself

Without hurting others in the process

You tell me to follow my plans

But I can’t because I can’t

Because people tell me not to

Yet you don’t understand why I’m unhappy



Please hold me up and walk me through

Please don’t crisis me

Please hold my hand

Please be by my side



And maybe just maybe I’ll be happy

My inner ghost

My evil side

My friend and enemy

The life and death inside



Talk to me, argue with me

Tell me what to do

Tell me who to hate and love

It’s all up to you



Please don’t yell you’re scaring me

I hate it when you’re mad

Please don’t hate me, don’t punish me

This story is getting sad



My friend my life Im sorry to say

But the day has finally come

Its time for you to go away

The dead is finally done



You don’t understand, let me help you

I’m tired of you hurting me

I’m need a real friend, water and food

I really need to breath



So stay behind in that scary hospital

The one you put me in

Just stays away and never come back

And your memory will stay with in

I make a promise to you

For both our sakes

That someday Ill get better

Ill do what ever it takes to make me as light as a feather



Now it’s your turn to make a promise

Promise me you’ll see the light of day

And make your self happier

Then you may come back to stay