Had a terrible day I am sick of everything and I know pills or hospital stays or talk therapy won't cure my illness, So people have had enough of me cause of mood swings etc and I basically have nobody left, I don't blame them like but saying that Its not like I Can help how I am. So I walked to the motorway bridge and wanted so badly to jump off. A lady pulled over And started questioning me so I calmed down a little and went home but I wish I would have had the courage to end it there and then. I wish someone would help me die, I am going to have to look into easier ways to go, I am writing it on here because I am not going to tell anyone of my plans they don't understand and don't care to even try understand. Anyway going to sleep now and I have barricaded my bedroom door I am not coming outta my room no matter what x
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xRobin3x
23:20 Jan 31 2014
Nothing in life is to die for. even if your 'illness' if of being tired of.