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My dad was in a motorbike accident the weekend. He's ok but his knee is totally fucked up. Its fuckin sad though coz it made me think how close i was to losing the only sane parent i got. I really dont know how im gonna cope with his death one day i fight back tears just thinking about it its real shit. But as SLIPKNOT so wisely says, ill stop my bitching now and fight my way through it.

I got his problem, i have realised that one of my best friends truly disgusts me. I cant handle looking at him or sometimes being around him just because of they way he acts and shit and how fucking dumb some of his opinons and outlooks and shit are.



Its weird. He's a really good friend but i find him repulsive.

Marred by our own bliss and independence we are crippled by that which we want most.



Take me and savage my soul from its pathetic pseudo-existence and shred it to fine bits of molested memory.



This is the demonic misinterpretation of an obsessive love that refuses to lay waste to an already dying cause.



An endless suffering pushing the limits of human agony against odds of high regard.



Attracted to your pseudo-existence

My foul heart ripped apart

What occurs in an instance

Takes a lifetime to heal.



Look at me

What do you see?

An endless sorrow,

A pitiful whore.

Can’t explain

Any of the pain

So, fuck it then and

Keep it in.