I am pain and rage
i can end your life with
a single swipe of the
blade.
blood at my shoes
the confusing stare
on my face oh no i have
done it again let da blood
drip from my lip
pull out a gat bust it in
my head till da slug hits
the brain.
Time stands still watching life go by thinking
of the mistakes you made in your life
with no friends by your side family members
turn there back hatas laugh you got nothing
left to live for.knowing you once had the world
by the balls then you lost it all you'll spend the
rest of your life alone and afraid now walk down
the road and see whats awaiting .
Dad every day i prayed you would come and see me to take the pain away and tell me everything is okay,but days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months i knew then it would never be the same the father i knew had gone away.Back in the good days we would sit around and laugh everything was cool just a big happy family,now i know better you and mom fought and argued and i did not know what was happening.I needed a father not a friend some one to take care of me when i was young but all you did was drink and get high never thinking about some day that i might move on and it would be better that way.
Some may call me the angel of death
some may call me keeper of life.
I do not know but the path im taking
is not the right way.
People live and people die but thats
just the cycle of life and death.
COMMENTS
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Oceanne
10:37 Oct 09 2008
And I could end yours with a thought.
But make no mistake,there would be no confusion.
But no,you are safe tonight.
I hope your confusion clears soon,although it does make for poetic words.