I find them in the darkness
And their never seen again
A hunger for the blood of life
Runs through me now and then
I’m damned to live eternally
No pleasure, taste, nor smell
And the truth of my existence lies
Within the very gates of Hell
He runs but then I catch him,
And he dies against his will
No matter how much blood I drink
My hunger is never filled
No form of luck will save a man
As fate shall lead him through
And do believe, for I perceive
The next may just be you.
And now’s the time I pay my due
I mourn for what I put them through
But I can’t change what happened then
And I’m glad it won’t happen again
The warden comes and grabs his key
Unlocks the door and beckons me
We walk the halls, so dark and long
I think of all I’ve done wrong
Then suddenly I feel my doom
He leads me to the low lit room
He then shows me my new best friend
And I know that this will be the end
He lets a laugh I stifle a cry
My memories passing me by
My tears fall down and touch the floor
But disappear as if no more
They sit me down; they strap me in
Their smiles turn into evil grins
I try to scream they will not hear
They know my pain they know my fear
With glee he pulls the heavy switch
My toes curl my muscles twitch
I feel tremendous energy
Of reprimand passing through me
My hair burns black my eyes bleed red
The veins are bursting in my head
I scream and plead and shake and cry
And in great pain too late I die
They switch it off the unit cools
They think their job is done the fools
But in this world this time and space
Someone will always take my place
My worst enemy I’ve become
The hate in me has grown
My demons are destroying me
And every thing I’ve known
The rage I placed inside
Has stole away my hope
I’m breaking slowly every day
I don’t know how long I can cope
I need you now to show me love
To help me ease this pain
And help heal my broken heart
Before I drive myself insane
I plead you to be there for me
My pain has grown too strong
Please, save me from myself, my love
I may not last for long.
What fires burn within my heart and force me to contend, with the perils that await me at this tragic journeys end?
For I have walked the roads that lead to Hell and challenged all but fate. I have fought and bled just to reach this final gate. And now this task before me looms, this dire deed undone, I shall take my stand against the world until the battles won.
What fear or wound could ever still this last defiant cry, As I stand against the shadow neath the endless burning sky?
And now I lay me down to sleep
A bloody mess beneath my sheets
And if my life the lord does take
I swear it’s for some others sake
An axe in hand; a mind of hate
A completely deviated mental state
I live my life to hunt and kill
I cannot stop it is my will
My soul is trapped and filled with pain
I feel I soon may go insane
I live the hunt in every dream
And I love to hear each victim’s scream
You cannot run; you cannot hide
My pain will cut you deep inside
My anger is great; and demise is thine
For I am death and you are mine
I’m sharpening my hatchet
It’s quite a pretty sight
And I cannot help but think
Of all the pain I’ll deal tonight
You told me that you loved me
You said that it was okay
And just when I felt secure
You quickly snuck away
My anguish will not feed me
But blood may do the trick
And I’ll spray so much upon the world
That even I’ll get sick
You chose your path of wrongness
Now see what I will do
I’m sharpening my hatchet, love
And I’m doing it for you.
My soul is a vampire
A soldier of the night
In a constant battle with the world
For what I think is right
My soul is a rose
With beauty yet full of thorns
And no matter what face I wear
This damn halo doesn’t hide my horns
My soul is my weapon
It strikes hard and fast
Yet no matter how I fight
The peace will never last
Take heed to that which lies herein for it
May be the only real truth you will ever know
There is a war that rages even now
Beyond the fields that we know-between the Utopian
Kingdoms of the high heavens, and the chaotic pits of the
Burning Hells
This war is known only as the Great Conflict,
And it has raged longer than any of the stars in the sky
Neither side ever gain sway for long as the forces of
Light and Darkness constantly vie for control over
All creation.
The beast inside has broken through
All I’ve done I’ve done for you
Now the fury and pain have been unleashed
For on my life you chose to feast
You betray my trust
To fulfill your lust
So soon you’ll see
What you’ve done to me
I thought I found a love that was true
I put so much trust in you
You hit me with all of your lies
It was all I could do to stifle the cries
You hurt me without a cause
I know I have many flaws
Why do you pick me up and tear me down
It isn’t just me you try to drown
Your selfishness causes many pain
Do you care or just like the power you gain
I hoped a child would help you see
But now you’ll use him against me
You’re pushing away yet pulling back
Now in me you’ve made a new crack
You say your open hole never goes away
Mine just grows every fucking day
Now I find it hard to care
You’ve stripped me, my heart bare
You wonder why I never call
You wont stop you want it all
You said you’d always be there
For what exactly, you don’t seem to really care
You got what you wanted, you tore me apart
I’ve been onto your little game from the very start
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