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Sitting all alone

Not knowing what is shown

Hiding in the darkness

Hidden with the false kindness



Pointing the trigger to your head

Wishing to be somewhere else instead

Brain elapse over time

Wishing to go out and shine



Screams escape out your lips

Blood from veins constantly drips

Scars dry up and crack

Eyes circled with the colour black



Collapsing truth is yet to come

Afraid of all the could be your sum

Walking past with hallow eyes

They are tainted with many cries

What have you done to me?

A haze of betrayal as affections vanishes.

Once we enjoyed paradise,

wide-eyed and glad-hearted,

but your thirst shrank.

A painful pool of blood -

tears follow darkness, follow bitterness,

love condemned.

In a rush of vengeance,

I hate you with all my passion

That night I saw him

He was chanting in a strange tone but

I did catch his name. Vincegatorix

He was strong and tall with the blackest hair ever seen unto me.

And the palest skin foretold

He stared into my eyes still chanting

I felt warm and controlled into a mist of nothingness.

I did though notice his long fangs...But I did not do anything or even move

I just sat there blindly

He got closer and as he was I felt colder yet warm at the same time

He grabbed me as he had before and stared dead into my eyes

Slowly wrapped one hand around the back of my neck

The other on my back

And slowly sank his long fangs into my throat

The sharp pain lusted me unto him and I felt as if I was floating

Feeling him drink the life out of me made it peaceful but painful

My heart was slowing to a steady stop

I tried to breathe but surprisingly did not care

He slowly took his fangs out of my neck and tore his mouth wide open

With blood dropping down my dress

He took me home and laid me unto my bed

Then jumped out the window and left.

The next awoken day I noticed my blinds were shut.

I looked out and shrieked in horror

The sun burned as if I had a fire on me.

My skin was surprisingly milky white.

I took a shower as of normal but when I got out this time like a few others,

My neck had two teeth like holes as of before

I felt my neck and couldn’t find a pulse

Then I noticed I was not breathing

It all came back to me then

I had gotten a gift…

The loneliness is deep in my soul stringing forever

ripping poisoning

I have a demon's thoughts that run threw my head

think in your perpetual dead reason.

I am lost and cast away from society alone in my thoughts

though I breathe I am not truly alive just a figment of imagination

Hopes forgotten, dreams untouched, the final end is never enough

screaming , crying,

One day I will be as powerful as my vampire character stronger

Yet weaker but still powerful

endless fear will be upon but it will past as if it’s gone.

I am awash in a pool of blood and pain

ripping, weeping, screaming

you could not understand

You should not understand

I saw the eyes of Death...

tears of blood stream from my wrist

the rush of the razor is the sweetest pain

As if everything went away

nobody raises their eyes to heaven, no, not one

hurting as so like me.

My soul is dead and nothing is left just mists of blood

life is my blood and blood is my life

endless hopelessness carriers on forever.

I cannot escape this hurt and anger seeming to stay

falling, spiraling

I wish only for death

singing in the dark church standing in front of him

the blade kisses me deeply sharp and painful

Yet sweet and gentle

there is no life for me, only death

could I find a lonelier place to be

broken into the mist of forever

my soul is like poison stinging and painful

I…I will show the world one day

endless life in the darkness

She’s happy and joyful

She loves to talk

She falls in love

But it doesn’t stop



She laughs and giggles

She enjoys her life

She loves her boyfriend

Oh this can last



She cries and whines

She has to go

She’s still in love

But she’s moving away



She fights and yells

She gets angry often

She breaks up once

But it’s too good to forget



She calms down and cries

She loses her cool

Her boyfriend is worried

There’s nothing he can do



She lies and dies

She couldn’t keep on

Her ex-boyfriend is shocked

What could he have done?

Sometimes I lay awake thinking about you.

It sucks because I know this isn’t true

I wish and pray to god that you would stay

But in the end I have just wasted my day



Hold It close

To my lies

How would you feel

If I did what you

Do to me

How would you feel.



Is it ever what you can wish for

Don’t you know you’ve got the wrong door

Life is never as easy as you hoped

Time and time you continuously scope



Lies and treason are so known

Pain and more is overblown

Sometimes I feel like leaving this

But then I feel your tender kiss



Why do you do these things to me

Why cant you just leave me be

Because im falling head over heel

And you keep on going for the steal



Hold It close

To my lies

How would you feel

If I did what you

Do to me

How would you feel.



I just want to touch you

I just want to be here for you

I just want to kiss you

I just want you.

When your sorrows turn to pain

To the point your no longer sane

Your thoughts begin to elapse

And your body begun to collapse



You slowly begin to break

Growing a trembling shake

Your hunger slowly goes to cease

Having a disappearing crease



Emotions run frantic and wild

You begin to act like a child

Habits begin to grow

Everyone is starting to know



They start to go and run your life

You need to start and strife

Eventually you O.D.

I guess now they can see



When you said it hurt bad

You weren’t trying to be sad

Saying you needed their help

Not being a tiny whelp



Finally the time has gone

Never to see a new dawn

Pain took over your soul

At least now there something to fill the hole

Silent cries don't do much since no one hear

When I tried to tell you all just sneer

I hurt so bad so I swore I would not tell

But then again I dreadfully fell

And dropped my tear fulfilled jar

Which happened to leave a deep scar

That will never leave my side or go away

It is here to permanently stay

So here you are exactly right in front of me

And I know that you only seem to see

That dreadful scare upon my soul

And it has a huge gaping hole

So far you have understood

Let me just pray you stay for good.

Always what we want to hear

Sounds like music to our ear

But sometimes it does not tell truth

Bringing pain that is obvious unwanted proof

However you might not hear a yes

Some don't care and take it as a bless

it doesn't always have to be a yes

Sometimes No

Means just as much

She screams

Her voice cuts out

She dreams

They turn to nightmares

She wins

Everything falls apart

She grins

Then begins to cry



She laughs

Its empty laughter

She's half

All she knew is gone

She fights

But never wins

She bites

Until she bleeds



She pushes

Control is gone

She squishes

Her emptiness

She holds

Until it's lost

She scolds

To no prevail



She screams

Her voice cuts out

She tries

Until she finally Dies

Just in loneliness

Instant pain

Watching the blood drip

From my vein



Don’t cry out to loud

I don’t need your pity

This is how I act

Wont you understand me



There is nothing I can do

There is nothing for me

I try and try to cope with

But sometimes this is all I see

The razor standing right there

And bending straight down on my knees

The scars and pains they fly away

And the reality comes back to me.



More and more the time goes

Becomes an addiction oh so

Couldn’t stop it if I tried

Couldn’t stop it if I lied

Now how do I handle this

How do I cope with this?



Wrists they bleed and scar up

Hopes and dreams come crashing

Never knowing which way

Too turn



My pain has turned into a habit

The pain comes and floods like a dirty sewer

It numbs and brings me to my happy

The state in which all is gone.

I don’t know how else to get this

But numbing is all that Ive got.