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when i woke up this morning it was raining really bad as like really really bad i still ent stop its so dull and missrable out there i ithink ill stay indoors to day i just hope it wount trun into a stom :(((( lighting freaks me out i dont like it

today i ent very well im all alone and im sick can this day suck anymore.



god im bored...........................

i feel so sad i dont no y people just like yelling at me i feel invisable im so sad i wanna cry but the tiers wount fall it feels like someones riping out my insides i dont like it IT HURTS y wont people stop huting me its not very nice i think they do it just for fun just so they can see me cry well i ent gonna cry im not i really ent but it hurts so much i just want it to end i just need someone to be by my side to look after me make me feel safe and loved thats all i have ever wanted all i ever need my hope for a better world and my love for a certain boy is what keeps me going in this world keeps me alive

it morning here, its so quite peaceful calm im not a bitg fan of the morning the sun hurts my eyes i wish i could be an eturnal night darkness all around me i feel calmer at night like i can like forever i love that feeling is so dark and powerful i wish it could last forever but then morning breaks and now my dreams are shattured untill the night comes backlater in the evening when i see the moon in all its glory

im going throught hell i dont no y but everyone seems to hate me i cant stand it any more y am i meant to be here its so hard every single emotion we have always to mack u feel bad i wish i had no emothins no feeling i wish i was empty no really understands me they dont even no me ihate it i hate it I HATE IT ITS ALWASYS THE SAME Y CANT THINGS BE DIFFENET i dont want my friend to leave me i dont what to be on my own WHAT DO I DO SOMEONE PLAESE TELL ME im so confused

my sis want to kill evey 1 wht the hell do i do

let her or not so hard but shes got to let her anger out one way right as long as im no where near her i will not get hurt , i would raver be alone wid some ones but let her do what she wants for now

my sis want to kill evey 1 wht the hell do i do

let her or not so hard but shes got to let her anger out one way right as long as im no where near her i will not get hurt , i would raver be alone wid some ones but let her do what she wants for now