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Deep sea of darkness,

eroding into fear.

Before panic,

last thing sought,

crimson drops of tears.

Cold endless night,

smothered by the fallen,

to paralyzed to be awaken.

Whispers.

Shivers.

Not nearly forgotten.

Knife in hand,

forced to be.

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LordDrarnus
07:23 Apr 21 2010

.....Amazing.....

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Closer from where I started, Only a few steps away.

It keeps getting closer, trying to go back, being pulled between the reluctant sources of good and evil.

Watching the drugs as they take over my life, my mind play games with me, losing all that was great, I can't quit falling into this spell they call love.

Greater minds think alike while mine is full of deceit and hate for some; love and respect for others.

Trying to teach myself of the dirty habits of reality.

Being so fucked up and confused, not know what to do., I take this razor blade and cut through all of the sins I have lived in this world.

Yeah I know I'm fucked up, but I don't know what else to do.

I'm tired of being blamed, feeling like I'm getting prosecuted, this shit is so lame.

I can't help the fact that I grew up in dysfunctional ways, I'm not perfect.

Maybe it's just a phase.

Not able to keep stable, it makes me so weak.

It's pathetic, the ways I keep myself so ill.

All I know is that I can't quit, so I choose to make it more complicated than what is really is.

Taking a sip of this beer, hoping not to live the rest of life in fear.

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hauntingrose
20:31 Mar 17 2010

You should put your shroom thingy on here. haha

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