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well my new man is so worried that i will become pregant that he got me appointment so he is more worried about my bady then i am. He and i have lots of stuff in common then i thought. he never was the type i couldn't image myself with but the more i learn about his past the more the i like him. He is showing a brand new side of him. He is very down to earth but he doesn't look like the person tht will have his crap together but he does. He is very stable in his thinking. at least he isn't charlie who doesn't what he wants. Justin is very scared that i will hurt him but i can't. he is so nice to anyone. i spilled the sugar and i was so scared that he might get mad at me but he didn't. i use to people getting mad at me and he shocked me how he brushed it off like it was nothing. i fould my prince.

my life is getting a little better. i finally got a date. see i have never been on a date before but i done had three boyfriends. Well when i was sleeping on wedsday and he called me at 9:45pm and i was already knocked out cold. shaun told him that i was out over my sister's house. he thought i was dissing him with another dude but i was in my bed sleeping. I called him twice at his friend's house not knowing it was his friend's house where he called me from earlier. well we got everything all settled out so now it took that to ask me out. so we are going out on sat. morining as in 1 am in the moring when he gets off work. I have mentioned that charlie had called me asking what was up with me and Justin.Justin also asked that question. I said yes to a date after that but i told him if he calls my house later that i won't be home probably till at least 9:00 or 9:30. then i got to dress warmly for the night for our date. He wants to take me out to drinking but that is weird for a first date knowing that i am under age.

the govement is brain washing the nation is making people think they need medication because the nation needs the money from the sales of drugs. I think they should create drugs that will make you see the truth about what choices that you made. Some people just can't handle the reality of which they live in.