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went to the pasadena doo dah parade and had great fun being a goth liontamer and having to do tricks when my lion took my whip hehe, negative wise my ankle is a bit messed sprained from running away from the furries during the parade so i'm hoping it is healed by wednesday

found out via fathers email that he is still cheating..possibly with someone asian dunno what race more than likely japanese or thai dunno...so ya...what a good way to start the day eh?

ya know i was going to do a poem involving a knife and a person who was going to commit suicide and was being consulted by his conscience and his good and bad side but i don't really feel like it anymore...dunna care maybe at another time

yay..found out about three furs that i used ot hang out with online are up to no good.. two used a popular furry artist to boost their popularity up one of the two is into complete depression and would want to be sibmissived wise..while the other one...a girl i really had a crush on because she was nice...has been stealing other furry art and erasing the stuff off it..and turned out to be a guy..that helps..and the last one who is a pedophile is starting to get a backing on the furry art sites ...ugh...i really avebeen gone from the fur community for a long time..

dunno why but i love this song..so i'm gonan type the lyrics out on here...to dave matthews so damned lucky just...makes you go away to some place that makes you relax





everythings...different..

my head in the clouds

i heard this calling..my foot on the gas i started sliding

i lose it.

everythings different..again

oh my god....wait and see...what will sooon become of me

this frozen heart screaming wheels..

does that screaming come from me

i'm so damned lucky...that you went on ahead

you say...you say

i see you later..i heard what you said

a few minutes later i'm sliding

everythings different..again



oh my god..wait and see...what will soon

become..of me

this frozen heart..screaming wheels..

does that screaming come from me



i'm dizzy from all this spinning



oh my god...wait and see...what will soon become

of me

this frozen heart..screaming wheels

does that screaming come from me..

currently passing yet another kidneystone(at least i think its in the same spot) soya...ainkillers aren't even really helping it sucks so god damn much it hurts...