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I hate your life

I hate you

I hate the time I waste with you

I hate the words you fake

I hate the lies you make

I'm nothing to you

But I will be

You'll see

You can't hold on

You fall to reality

Grabbing on to the lies you made

Pretending you're on the inside

But you're stuck on the outside

Looking in not out

You're nothing to this world

Only what you make yourself

you made a lie and now

all you are is that of what you

made

In my dreams

I sleep in a satin bed

A soft breeze

Caresses my face

The smells of a fresh new day

Encourage me

The sound of your voice

Like the wind through

The trees

Makes me fight

Makes me continue to live

It makes me keep dreaming

To find out why I feel

To find out why smell

To find out why I hear

To find out who you are

To see you

To know you

To love you like you love me

In this world we made ourselves

Time is everything

We make the lies to make us more

To prove were different

But in the end were all the same

We all can die with the beating of the clock

We will all accept the same fate

The fate of life the fate of death

Tick tock tick tock. . ...

Ding!

Looks like another one vanished

In the rhythm of a clock

dark & sweet

running wild

running free

the setting sun allowing the moon

to sing her duet with nature

howling

Disturbing the nights black magic

pounding feet

like the pounding of the moons drum

fear excitement

adrenalin rushing

colliding in a collage of emotion

pulsating

freeing themselfs into the night

gleaming eyes

dark & sweet

Forgotten Tears

For a chaos yet known

left alone and blind

like a sheep from the heard

a monster to you and the mask you hide behind

but when it all falls down

and the tears you cried are forgotten

the chaos that

runs wildly threw your veins

will leave you

alone

and

blind

like me

save me from myself

keep me from the strangers in my dreams

laugh at my tears

as i cry for you

and tomorrow

you love me today

but never again

so i give myself willingly to your flame

even tho i know i will be burned

leave me to my remorse and regret

for this is my last tear for you

As i write these words

they ignite the the feelings that keep

you cold

I regret reciting them

with the cruelist feelings of dispair

I love you but, you hate me

so why do i care?

cause you are the only one to give

me these feelings nothing can rapair

of depression

anxiety

you complicate me

trapt inside this prison of hallow feelings

stuck in the rustic shackles of my own hell

my blood i spill for you and no one else

My hate for you is deep like poison

My lust for you is timeless like the sea

My desperate escapes from you

are as pointless as the false love in your eyes

leave me black

afraid and lonly

slit my wrists and watch me bleed

the hugs you give her

leave me bloody

the kisses you give her

cut me like razors

I hold this knife to my heart

and you are my only excuse

Darkend chaos

Trapt inside of this depressing insanity

wich I hold so dear,

Maybe your heart is cruel and fickle

Maybe your heart is betrayed and cursed

Consided bragart of wich i dispise

I hate you!

I hate you!

but....

with that look in your eyes

how could i say anything other than

I love you