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Through life I wander aimlessly

No where to go

No place to call home

But this story isn’t about home

It’s about emotion

Feeling

Love, hate, depression



Everyday I wander through my feelings

Looking, searching, exploring

Through the heart that was once dead

Black and decayed

Searching for the feelings that I’ve never had

But darkness has been covering my feelings

Clouded with depression and hatred

An unbreakable wall



Finally I conquered the wall

Years of sadness and loneliness behind me

But yet still, I continue to search

It never ends

I am forever left to wander

Only to find a greater unbreakable wall



Thoughts run through my head

Telling me to end my journey

Telling to end my life

That it’s the only way out

I put the gun to my head

But as I’m about to pull the trigger

The wall comes crashing down

With a roar greater than thunder, the wall comes crashing down



I see a figure as the dust and smog clears

There she is

I have never seen this girl before

But yet I start to feel something

This feeling is unusual to me



She walks up and hugs me tightly

My heart beats once again

I nearly collapse in pain

But still she holds me tightly in her arms

My heart has been revived



I wander deeper and deeper into myself

Is this what I have been looking for?

Have I found what has been missing from me for so long?

I have

Its over

My journey has come to an end

I have found love

No more shall I wander

No more

Its over.