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Insomnia.



Or its because of the doseage changes in the meds. Because I'm starting to have with draws. And thats not googd.

It sucks having to take meds everyday. For me, I take as much as an old person with diabetes or something.



And they do help. But I just went to the psychiatrist. Shes weening me off. And giving me new ones.



I'm having withdraws already.



That's why I'm writing this at 1:28am est.



When I get withdraws. I can't sleep.



So I'm calling the dr tomorrow. Cause I'm feeling like I'm going to vomit.



Taking meds suck. Because after a while. You have been taking them for years or so. You get addicted to them. So when you forget, or a dose is changed. You're screwed.



I don't want to be poisoned anymore.



I can't take these pills anymore. They are making me sick.

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LacyLashes
20:38 Jun 24 2011

I've never been able to stand when I've had to take meds. I'm currently taking a pharmacy..for different reasons, but I can empathize.

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You know. I have created a group on a Band's site forum page. And this group I created because I actually have what its about. It says it right in the title. The group name is:



"We Have, And Show Respect & Manners For All."



And I enjoy it very much. There may only be about... 6 to 8 members including my self. But least there are some people there.



I created the group after I had trouble with other girls on that site. And let me tell you. These girls are so... Immature, rude, disrespectful, the list goes on... But here is one of the most freakish things of them... They are crazy and obsessive of the band members. You don't want to know the things they do and send to the band members.



I do have to say. Something I love about my self. Is I actually have manners and respect, and know how to control my self. My favorite quote that I came up with. That I actually said to a girl in the middle of class who was being a bitch...



"I'm not going to say anything to you, cause you're not worth me wasting my time or breath on."



Her jaw dropped. That was the first time ever that I actually stood up for myself and won. I never stood up. But I was surprised how when I did. That I won.



People can say what ever they want about me. Its not going to bother me. Because half the time, they don't know enough about you. And they have had things done like that to them. So they have to try and manipulate you. And its crazy how they do that. They take whats happened to them. And try to do it to you. When you probably didn't do, What they did to deserve to get that treatment.



I'm proud of my self. Because I went from a very depressed child. To someone who wont back down. But yet at the same time. Still have respect and manners for all.