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I may not be in the religion I tried to practice, that when I was there, I was called out by the one I was raised to believe in. God. I always believed in him even though I was in either... Wicca, or Paganism. I wasn't sure at the time. I never really worshiped any thing but him even though at the time I was a different religion. But since I stopped going on that path, I have been a christian again. But I still have my intrest in the religions I was going into. I still love reading about them. Even looking at the stuff they use, all of that. I still love talking to them my self. But like I said, I'm not in that path anymore. It doesn't mean I can't socialize with them.

I know there are still times where I still want to go that path. But I know I will not.

But I do know that what is in the religion is real.

Sometimes I feel like I want to make peace with those religions. But who knows if that is even possible. I believe its possible.

I used to have dreams that I practiced magic. But those dreams are gone.

And some different dreams I had are back again. But something does tell me one day that what happens in those dreams will happen to me. Just not like in the dream.

I have dreams where I was a vampire.

They were awesome.

Most people don't believe in vampires. I do. I also believe in all the other things out there like werewolves. It more of that i have a feeling that they are real.

But I don't call that just a feeling.

I have the psychic ability. And its getting stronger too. It seems to get stronger everyday.

And almost all of my dreams tell me something before it happens or something else happens.

I believe my abilities are a gift from God. And that there may be a big reason why. But its not that time to know what it is yet.

All I really know for now... Is there is something really big and major that is going to happen to me sometime soon or in the future.

I guess I just have to have patience.

And may have to be prepared in some way.

Because you never know if its something good or something really bad.

For a while last year. I started to practice, Wicca, or Paganism. I'm not fully sure which one I was trying to do. And after a cirten point. I actually stopped, because God told me to. So I stopped. But I will still read about it. Like books from one of the authors who practice it. Silver Raven Wolf. She is good. I just still want to read about the religions, what they do, what they study, tools, ect. But I will not practice it anymore. But I still love to talk to those who practice those religions. Because the religions are interesting. But they are not for me.