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You don't remember me

But I remember you

The shadow of who I used to be

The person I thought I knew



Who I was and who I am

Are as different as black and white

This soul doesn't give a damn

I'm going down without a fight



Replace this pain with something real

And I bleed until I bleed no more

There are too many wounds that cannot heal

I'm going through this open door



I'm screaming so loud but you are gone

You said that happiness is real, but I beg to differ

I'll always know that you are wrong

As I press this blade to my wrist I may whisper:



Is happiness just a dream?

This pain has always been here

Why can't you hear me when I scream?

Suicide is something I will always hold dear



Now I am an angel of death

The girl with the broken smile

I wander the night till I take my last breath

I long to be who I was as a child



This blade runs down my arm

I wonder if just once I will cut too deep

If the blood will trickle down my wrist till I bleed no more

Will someone finally hear me?



Then I will at last be gone

My olive green eyes empty

For once all will be right, not wrong

My soul finally set free



My note will be short, not more than a sentence

For my life was painful, so will be the end

The magical phrase will be echoed forever

Known by all, it shall be:



Suicide is painless, it's only life that hurts

My soul is tranquil

And I bleed till I take this last breath

Now that I am gone

Slowly she parts my lips with her serpent tongue, and with it,

unleashes all hell

Behind the walls of thorns there lies the key to the windows of my soul

Her tongue picks up the key and she unlocks the door

Our vice like gaze

She peers into the inner depths of my soul

Our mind link gets stronger as our tongues play grows

She is a love poison that devours my veins

She becomes me

My blood

She sees all that I see

She knows all that I know

When connected by lips of red

Two hearts beat as ONE