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I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRICKIN HAPPY!!!!!!!! I'M A LEVEL 17 FINALLY!!!! NO MORE FUCKING 40% DONE!!!! YYYYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!!

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ahem... sorry 'bout that. I'm excited . *jumps for joy*

Never again will I drink. Zak says so, so I must obey.

I've tried to commit suicide at least once. I don't remember when it was. I grabbed all the knives I could find in my house and attempted to slit my wrist and all over my arm. But guess what? None of the blades would cut. I pressed down hard and tried slicing faster... still nothing. I tried cutting myself everyway I could think of.... still nothing. I'm surprised by that. I suppose I'm not meant to die yet.

Good thing to, because now I have a boyfriend who loves me more then anyone else.

I've been so bored and lonely here that I've noticed how many ways I could go. Let's see... there's Brians guns hanging up in the hallway... Heathers pills under the bathroom sink... Plastic bags in the kitchen... A pocket knife and other blades in the kitchen as well.



But I won't dare touch any of these.



But sometimes the pain hurts so much. I have no one here to talk to who would understand my feelings. I just want my room back. I feel so safe and protected inside my bedroom back home. I never had to leave my room but for food. I have 15-16 days left to go until these hurtful emotions and urges stop.